Chapter 18

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Sasha is sitting on the couch watching Shay walk back and forth, she still can't believe that her dead girlfriend is sitting there.. ALIVE. "Shay.." Sasha whispers but no reaction from the brunette, who is still walking back and forth in the living room. Sasha got up from the couch and stop Shay by taking her hands in hers. Shay just stopped and looks at their hands, she can really feel them, she move her eyes to the blonde face. Shay put her hand on Sasha cheek, stroke with her thumb. "You're really here" the brunette whispers.

"I'm really here, I'm so so sorry what I put you threw.. " A tear run down on her cheek, Shay brush it away. "You told me the what happened.. but I need to understand more. What made you leave anyway when you found out the detective lied to you?"

Sasha grab Shay's hand and walk to the couch. They sit and look at each other, "I didn't have any choice, when you and Ashley left the room. The doctor stayed with me over night so nobody would found out. The next day, DT. Johnson came and gave me the hoodie, then he gave me money and moved me out of town."

Shay nodded her head and waited for Sasha to continue.

"I found a way to sneak out of the house and came back here"

"Why didn't you come to me if you were here?"

Sasha took a deep breath

"I thought that you would hate me and don't love me anymore"

"How can you say that? I love you.. "

"Even after everything I put you threw? "

"Yes... but, I still need time to process all this. It still hurts that you fake your death and I spended months grieving you and I drank everyday since that day in the hospital" Shay have tears running down her cheek. She wants to forgive the blonde but not just yet, she would be more angry but she can't.. The love of her life is alive, she should be happy but she needs time.

Shay brush her tears away walks to the kitchen to get some water, Sasha was behind her but she stops because she remember that night she got kidnapped. She close her eyes and Shay turns to see that something is wrong. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah.. "

"sure?"

"Not really"

Shay walks towards her and see that the blonde started to shake. Then she remember that they're staying where she got kidnapped. "I'm sorry ba-.. Sash.. it's going to be okay" The brunette gave the blonde a hug. Sasha relax into Shay's arms, god what she have missed her warm hugs, she thought. They pulled away just a few inches away from each other, after a few mintues Sasha steps back slowly "Uh, I- I should sleep on the couch, I don't want to make you uncomfortable" Shay tries to realize what just happened. "No, sleep in the bed"

"Were are you going to sleep?" Sasha asks and Shay looks at her funny

"In the bed , you dork " Shay says and smiles

That's a thing that Sasha missed too.. her smile.

"Are y-you sure?"

"Yes I'm sure. Come on it's late"

They walk upstairs to the room and Sasha stops, all she thinks about is the memories that they had together. Shay looks at her confused but she let it go and lie down on the bed. The blonde slowly opens her eyes and walks to the other side of the bed. She lay down and have her back against Sasha. "Goodnight" the blonde whispers. Shay on the other hand move herself closer to the blonde and put her arms around Sasha's waist.

Sasha was shocked what Shay did, she turns and put her forehead against the brunette. "Goodnight" Shay whispers and close her eyes.

In the morning

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