A drink or two won't kill, they say. Getting high helps for a while. You live in that moment. You feel things you've never felt before. The happiness is immeasurable. And then comes waking up in the morning with the worst headache ever. Forgetting your problems may seem like the best thing to do but it makes everything worse. That lost time is irretrievable. What if you're out of solutions to your problems and killing yourself is the only way out? What next?