Being Normal?

CHAPTER 4

4:00-Home

I wake up to the sound of my parent talking about something to the doctor. I can't really make out what they were saying it was like they were whispering.

"Hey mom and dad." I said interrupting their conversation

"Hey honey how are you feeling?" She said a little taken back.

"Im fine but when am I leaving." I said getting up.

"Are you sure your- honey don't try and get up so quick. Take your time."

"I'm just ready to leave can we please go." I said getting the rest of my self

"Okay walk to the car with your father and i'll be out when I get done with the paperwork." She said with a weak smile

4:30- Harley Calls

When I got home I immediately started freaking out. I can't believe I broke up with Harley. Or did I. I honestly don't know what I did. But I need to talk to him, but I don't know what to say. Maybe I should wait to see if he calls me first. Yeah i'll do that.

5:00 came still no call from harley. But I did get a phone call from Keenan asking me about the party which I totally forgot about. I'm not going to go if Harley isn't going to come.

5:30 came... No call. I messed up I messed up big time.

I can't do this to myself again.Just calm down Kaiden.Breath. I cant breath I have to do this. It's not going to help but it will temporarily.

I walked into the restroom. I have no control over myself. I look at the blade and whisper "I can't do this to myself." But i just started going at my wrist. First it was 1 then 2, 3, 4, 5. I have to stop. I feel myself getting light headed and knew it was time to stop. Blood gushing out of both of my wrist. "I guess it's time for long sleeves already." I whispered. I clean myself up and walk out and lay down

~~~~~~~ I KNOW THESE CHAPTERS ARE SHORT BUT IM JUST TRYING TO GET THIS STORY OUT THERE~~~~ PROMISE THELL BE LONGER LATER~~~~ JANAYAH:)