Roomates: College Love

Chapter 8: Cry

Today was the day of the beach party i was excited to finally have another party. The past week was fun but i tried  to be around the girls or handsome a lot. I grew close to damien but didnt tell him about the Cayden thing. But damien was really nice generous and i was able to talk to him well. Anyways the party was at 10 and it was only 1 so i decided to hang out with Damien. Handsome was busy with some girl he met down here in our room. I dont think they were doin anything but i was a little angry. dont be mad. why be mad? He's not worth that. She was pretty though. Brunnet with light grey eyes, she was light skin with a nice tanned tone to her body, so i had to give to her.
You like him
You know when you tell yourself something but know your lying. Often i found myself getting mad at not having handsome's attention and i as blind to the truth. I liked him, i had full on feelings for him. He was adorable and when he tried to not smile or even when he did i would get so happy to see his dimple. He was built like hercules i always thought to myself. Very big and muscular. He had small eyes and not a tight jaw line because he had "fat" cheeks that hid his bone structure. And god when he was mad it was so sexy. It always shook me up a bit but he still looked good. So yeah i liked the kid ... a little.
"Izzyyyyy." Damien called.
"Hmm?"
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah." I said finally out of my trance.
"Are you thinking about handsome."
"No why would i?" I asked him in confusion.
"Because you like him, why else?"
"What?!"
"Oh come one you guys are inseparable and that isnt just cause. "
"He's just my bestfriend.."
"And he likes you back, han doesn't get close to females like he has with you, he doesnt let anyone in, and with you he does, he hasnt smiled so much in his life annie told me its crazy how you've completely let him in."
"I wouldnt dragg it like that, ive told him a lot its a suprise to myself because ive never let anyone in the way i let him in, ive been the quite one between me and annie and he brings out a light in me that makes me stand out...to him."
shit
"I do like him.." i continued.
"Just give it time dont say anything to him about it, as a friend ill let you know he isnt ready fora relationship but he could sure use a friend."
"Who said i wanted a relationship?"
"Just saying."
"Hey um why is Cayden so quite?"
"Hes just..dark."
"Meaning."
"He's hell i mean he has his happy moments or days but hes just not right in the head."
"Is that bad."
"He uses that energy for his enemy's ."
"Damiennn."
"U suck ass."

I left the room making.my way to the bathroom to see and angry handsome right by it.
"What?"
"Having fun?" He snickered.
"Dont you dare he is your bro so i wouldnt, and do not talk that hot shit with that damn girl in your room."
"Jealous?"
"Of what? Nobody makes you happy like i do handsome so before you go around saying im jealous please realize youre mine."
"And youre mine so do not play yourself."
"I may be yours at heart but i am a free young lady, therefore pack that shit up i can do what i want."
He growled a little and i made my way to the bathroom.

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I stared at the girl handsome was with and flushed with anger because he was mine and she had to understand that. Even if he isnt really mine. Unfortunately i had to admitt it to myself i was getting addicted to my roommate. I couldnt spend and hour with out him being in my mind once or twice. And every time i did i asked the same question, "is he addicted too?" And i asked god how could i be so fascinated with him.
"Do you like him?" I asked the pretty brunnet.
"Yeah a little." My heart dropped and i heard handsome call my name but i was walking to the room upstairs. It was 7:30 so i thought i should get ready.
"Bella." I heard handsome say.
"Yes."
"I dont like her back."
"You know something handsome i dont think i have a problem with her liking you i think you just dont get that you have me wrapped around your damn finger and you do this anyways."
He grew silent and i walked away. I got into a tub of water and relaxed until the water got cold. I went to me and han's room and he wasn't talking to me but neither was i to him it was 8:30 so i got on my phone and texted her though she was a room away.

Babe go easy on him - AnnieBear
Why did he have to do this to me annie i never felt like this before and idont know how to control it - me
When people fall its unexpected he didnt know you'd make him feel the way he does neither - AnnieBear
What do i do then ?? -me
Like i said go easy on him by the looks of it he doesn't understand this himself all you can do is let him know that you'll got his pace as well -AnnieBear
Im still mad Though -me
Well i suppose space should be good for now -AnnieBear

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I looked at myself in the mirror. i looked nice i had a neon green high low dress on and since it was a beach party i wore chankletas (flip flops) on my feet that were also neon green with nice rime stones on the straps. My hair was nice and curly i felt really nice. I took a picture wishing it was with handsome.

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I only remember dancing with annie having a great time. I was hot and needed a drink, i made my way to the bar for soda and was captured. Deep inside i know its cayden i know i should of told handsome or damien anyone but i didnt.
"I told you were mine." He growled.
"We all know who i belong to and it aint you."
"Shut up!"
"I hope handsome kills you."
"He aint finna find me or you."
I laughed realizing this idiot was in the house i knew handsome would be home soon its been 3 hours. Cayden mumbled that he would be back so i texted annie and cayden as fast as possible.
Come to the house now im in trouble.

I hid my phone under the bed and waited for cayden. I began screaming as he got on top of me and tried kissing me. My face stung as he smacked me. I screamed louder and he punched me in my stomach. I whimpered and cried for handsome.
"Fucking bitch." He said as i bit him. I would not become weak.
Minutes later My breathing was so hard i blacked out as i heard handsomes voice.
"Wake up princess please what will i do without you?"

Im making an official conflict for this book i have an idea, so im going to go with it. I just wanted to start small. Dont be a silent reader! ❤