Roomates: College Love

Chapter 13: Sterling

That night i woke up in Handsomes bed. I thought about last night. Handsome had taken my virginity. It amazed me how he was so enraged but then calm after i told him i wouldnt leave. He told me he loved me so many times that night but i said it back after a while. Each time my heart fluttered. I wasnt sure what making love was but i didnt wanna call this just sex because it felt like more. But the whole process was painful and full of pleasure.
  While Han was in the shower i picked up his phone and put in the password, after a while of begging handsome gave me his password which as you can see came in handy. I looked through his messages and checked through all carefully, being that i didnt think handsome would be dumb enough to leave sterlings name as the contact info. I spotted a contact named "King K" i clicked on it and the messages were a like this:

-Just Checking up on you -Han
-Im good bro and you ?? Are your safe -King K

By the the looks of it this was Sterling. So without thinking i typed in "When can i see you?"
In a minute or a little longer i recived a text that said today at some place i didnt know but i took a picture of the number and address. I quickly put Handsomes phone back where it was as i heard the shower stop. I laid back down waiting for him to come back in the room. When he did he smiled as he looked at me. I stared at his body and giggled a little i then started to get up and make my way to the bathroom where i did my hygiene and took a shower after i picked out some high waisted jeans with a black shirt and put my hair up in a bun .

I made my way to Damiens room and jumed on his bed. "Damiennnnnnnn." I said.
"What izzy." He growled.
"Hi bwothew." I sat next to him and laughed.
"She called me to say hi."
"Out of loveeee."
"What do you want?"
"Nothing i just wanted to stop by and bother my ugly, ill be on my way now."
He grabbed me and gave me a tight hug. I giggled but hugged back. I loved Damien but i could deny it scared me at moments at this to be close to a boy besides Handsome. As i pulled back i smiled and began to walk to handsomes room where he laid on the bed staring at the ceiling.
"Where you going all dressed up like that?" He asked me.
"Like what?"
"All cute. "
"Handsome these are my regular clothes but no where special i just wanted to drive on my own to clear my mind. "
"Is there something wrong are you okay?"
I found it sweet how he got so worried about me. That was the thing about handsome he cared in ways i didnt know he could. I could count on him for that. Irs funny how out of all people handsome is like this with me but i liked it and didnt question it.
"Im fine you always think somethings wrong."
"Thats bad?"
"I used to think youd have a different approach to me saying this surprisingly not ."
"Well.." He trailed off.
"What is it?"
"Caring is easy showing it isnt."
I nodded my head kinda understanding, "it isnt but... it hurts if someone you love thinks you dont love them cause of it."
"You love me shorty?"
"I never said all that." I rolled my eyes saying this.
"I was your first time bella and when i looked in your eyes all i saw was love."
I looked down afraid to admitt that i loved him because though i did love was scary. I felt his hand carress my face and i looked up at him he slowly kissed my lips making my mind race my thoughts were everywhere and my heart was out of control. I tried to back him up after a while because i knew once we started itd be hard to stop.
"Handsome." I moaned.
"Hmmm?"
"Dont start. "
"Okay okay." He said.

I took the car and began to drive to the given direction thinking a lot about what could happen because a lot could happen but I assured myself that things would be fine and no matter the outcome I'd stick by handsome's side. according to the Gps where ever I was going was an hour away.

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He opened the door.... Dreads and hazel eyes beautiful like his brother but different in a sense. I wanted to close my eyes according to feelings I didn't want to look at other attractive men that weren't Handsome. And what did he do when he saw me?stare into my eyes as if he saw past me.

" Well i didn't know you'd be so beautiful," he said.
"How did you know I was coming," I asked staring back at him.
He smirked and said "I knew he'd meet a girl and she'd find me one day so when you texted I kinda knew it was you... Come in."
So I guess sterling lives low key. Because the house isn't fancy.
"What do you wanna know?" He asked.
"Everything."
"Okay well....me and Joseph were part of a group called the mafia,  and well long story short I fucked up and handsome was told to kill me but he didn't so he had to go far away which he did we got our family to move far out while we stayed miles away from the mafia. I went 'missing' and handsome went to college."
"Why didn't he do anything about them?"
"He's too hot with the cops so he couldn't really."
"They're looking for him?"
"Yes" sterling said.
"How do we stop them?"
"You kill them."
How could I do that? It'll make matters worse