Roomates: College Love

Chapter 10: Who is he

Soon it was going to be winter break and i had alot on my mind. Me and handsome or should i sin, hadnt talked about that night he told me his name. I was scared of his reaction but for sure i always felt safe with him and though that was weird i dont think that would change. I am going to bring it up i just dont know when. For Christmas break i didnt know exactly what i wanted to do but it would start with figuring out who sin (Handsome) is. I didnt tell anyone about this because im sure the girls would freak out. And the truth was i didnt want to be away from him. I loved him. I may be crazy for saying this but its the truth.
"Izzyyyy." Annie called out.
"Yes?"
" i was asking what are we doing for Christmas break."
"I dont know..."
"I dont want to spend all break home with moms."
"Me neither but what else is there to do?"
"Uh we can be with the boys."
"What boys?" Handsome better yet sin asked.
"Uh you and the boys." Annie said.
"Maybe we should just spend it with mom."i suggested
"Why? Scared ill kill you." He asked and laughed. I gave him a fake laugh and rolled my eyes.
"Me and the boys are just staying at my house for the 3weeks."
The perfect question popped in my head as he said that, handsome didnt visit his family for the last break and he wasnt going to this time neither.
"Sounds good." I told them.
"So we can go?" Annie asked.
"Yes." Me and handsome responded at the same time.
Handsome was hiding something about his family
"Welp we're leaving tomorrow i think you should get packed...um do you want to visit your moms before we stay at my place?"
"No i wanna stop by on the e
way back." Annie said. I agreed with her.
"Okay well are you guys going to pack later? Cause if you are i wanna take yall out for dinner or some nice bullshit."
"Shouldnt you be just taking izzy to dinner?" Annie asked.
"Well i was being nice since it dont seem like trell taking yo ass anywhere but fine ill take izzy shopping and then for food after."
"I dont wanna go no wher with yo dumb ass." I rolled my eyes and snickered.
"O come on izzy you know you like clothes and you love your ass some food." He dragged.
"Yea yea whatever im in it for the food."
"I want to gooooo." Annie said.
"I thought that was only for me and izzy."
"Well i never said i didnt want to go."
"Trell has something planned for you."
"WHAT IS ITTTTT?!"
"He cant tell you Annie."
"Its the same thing im doing." Handsome said.
I punched handsome as he laughed.
"Izzy get ready we have 2 hours."
"Ughhh do i have to ? its only 1." I complained.
"Yes bella."
"Thats workkkkkk."
I felt two strong hands go behind my back and one under my legs and next thing you know i was being carried bridal style. In a matter of less than 30 seconds i was in the bathroom.
"Well someones getting freaky arent they." Annie yelled.
Handsome laughed and rolled his eyes i took of my shirt slowly but winced in pain, handsome then began helping me, he softly rubbed the spots that hurt, i barried  my face in his chest and he wrapped his arms around my waist. For a long time handsome or annie were helping me to the bathroom and undressing so handsome is comfortable with this stuff unlike me.

"I got it handsome." I said.
He ignored my comment nd bent down to kiss my black and blue bruise, after he held my waist tightly i barried my face in his chest and felt safe. I dont care who he is if he killed anyone i love him.
I know handsome wont tell me what he's hiding but ill figure it out for myself, and when i do i dont want him to think im leaving because i wont ill stay here, dorever and always.
"Handsome why have u never called or visited your mom?" I asked him
"I never wanna be the one who lies to you bella. "
I knew what that meant.
"Handsome i gotta take a shower now."
Something happened in the matter of seconds i mentioned his mother his eyes were gloomy black and dark he had puppy eyes.
"Can i stay ? Can i hold u? Can i shower with you?" He asked.
I nodded realising this would be the first time he saw me but i felt everything handsome felt and he needed someone. Slowly he leaned in to kiss me and i was nervous but kissed back he then stopped took off our clothes and turned on the shower. Most of the time he held me tight and didnt try anything.

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"Omg you look great!"Annie almost yelled.
She looked at my new hair color being blue and red. The blue faded at the ends but the red at the top was bright not too bright but it stood out nd blended into the blue as the blue flowed down the rest of my hair. I smiled as we continued to look through  the rest of the mall.
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"God dont buy the whole store annie...o wait.....you did."I said this as i went back to my room.i had a lot of bags i think, and handsome wanted to buy me stuff for the trip. Once i got to my room i started packing as did handsome. By the time we were done it was 10 and handsome picked out a beautiful dress for me to wear to dinner. It was black and showed my curves but flowed down beyond my ankles. I asked myself if i was going on a date rather than just dinner but by the end of dinner i think i understood why i was dressed in such a beautiful manner.
"I have a proposal, im not sure how you'll take it but ...i want to take you i want to be your first time im immensely infatuated with you and i crave you when im with another female, i know im bad for you in more ways than one im probably selfish for asking but ive been thinking about this for a long time."he said
"But handsome your not my bf."
"I know...i know..." he said looking sad and guilty.
"But i want you as much as you want me." I whispered.
That was me giving in , to a proposition with a man i barley knew.

The wait was long im sorry, i had writers block the whole chapter which is horrible because i do want to finish this story soon but anyways you know the drill ❤