Everyone looks around and sees me smiling laughing and living life. Everyday I fake it so you don't worry.
You believe it until you see me break. You say everything is going to get better but when. I hate going to school I hate eating I hate taking my meds I hate living but I do it for you. Yes I'm a fuck up I fuck up with you in every way possible. I fucking love you and I'm willing to leave this world when you tell me youre done with me. I am sorry I fucked up I'm sorry that I messed up your life and I'm sorry I ruined your future in anyway I could. I'm sorry I'm just sorry .....
