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Chapter19:solbi

Halla's POV

I woke up and it was 6:15 am , I felt like shit and I didn't had the energy to get up from my bed , I had a bad headache and I guess I got a cold because yesterday I stayed under the rain for hours when I went to my mom

I don't want to remember anything about yesterday , I honestly feel like taehyung is just gone and another taehyung took his place.

I stayed in bed thinking about how nicely my life is fucked up and suddenly my grandma came in to my room ,when I saw her I called out for her with a childish acting
"Graaanndmaaa ,am sick " I said with my voiced all cracked
"Ow honey what's wrong ?"she said As she came and sat on my bed and put her hand on my forehead
"Darling you have a bad fever ,what did you do yesterday " she asked removing my hair from my face

I smiled weakly and said "I visited my mom "and with that my eyes got teary
She looked at me and held my hand
"Grandma , I miss her " I cried silently
She immediately came closer and hugged me
"I miss her scent ,I just ..... I want her so badly " I continued and cried much harder and she cried with me Also
Missing her only daughter

After she comforted me , she helped me with my clothing and we both went downstairs and ate breakfast
Even though I didn't feel good at all but I had to go to school cuz next week is exams and I don't want to miss any lessons

After eating I put my shoes on and hugged my grandma even tighter "thank you for staying with me "I gave her a kiss and went out

I walked to school little earlier so that taehyung wouldn't walk with me , cuz I don't want to see him and I don't have energy to act like nothing happened .

I still had a headache and it seemed to get worse , I arrived to school a little early and the school was kinda empty I put my bag in the class and I noticed suga's bag ,so he must be here

I went out side and sat on a bench enjoying the cool breeze of the morning
I closed my eyes and stayed calm
When I felt someone sat next to me

I opened my eyes and lifted my head and suga was looking at me with a smile on his face
" sorry to disturb you but I was bored a lone " he apologized as he took a sip his water
" no it's ok " I said
" how are you early to school today ?,and where is Taehyung " he asked

Just as he spoke his name , my smile faded away and sighed not wanting to talk about him ,he suddenly noticed my expressions and as always he understood me
" hey ... Is anything happened between the two of you ?" He asked

If you only knew how your best friend knocked me down ....

" no .... Nothing .... Everything is normal " I said and looked away

"Even tho I didn't like your answer .... But am not going to force you to say anything more " he said and stood up

"Am going ... If you need someone to talk to just call me " he said and went

The first lesson started and taehyung didn't show up , he is probably having fun with that girl ... His girlfriend
My head felt heavy and I couldn't move very fast cuz I was feeling dizzy

The bell rang and I just put my head on my desk and closed my eyes
"Halla what's wrong?" I opened my eyes and I saw nino in front of me
I just nodded saying nothing and am ok
She started rubbing my hair and hugging me

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After a very long boring day of school still no news of taehyung
I was about to walk home when Baram called out for me
" hey Halla you are not going home now ?" She said excitedly