Chapter 10

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Later that night I went to see Justin like I always did. I was happy walking to the stables that night. Something was telling me tonight was the night we should have sex. Justin knew what I wanted to do without it even leaving my lips. He scooped me up in his arms and brought me into the entrance of the stables. He turned the first corner and took us into a empty stale. No hay on the ground, just the stone floor with a couple blankets and a few romantic candles lit in the corners.

"I can't wait any longer, I have to have you. I love you Lily." He gently put me down onto the pile of blankets before attacking my neck with kisses. Before I knew it his shirt was lifted from his body. I couldn't help but touch his muscles, how hard they are. I layed there with my arms around his neck waiting for him to take my last bit of innocence away. My silk nightgown was pulled off and his pants tossed to the side. We were both naked. I gazed down at his stiff looking penis. I have never seen one in my life.

We layed there kissing for a while longer. Our tongues were invading each others mouths. He started to gently kiss at my nipples. It felt so good. I could only imagine how the sex would be. Justin's eyes were level with mine. "I'm going to start." I nodded and waited. I know what sex was. I have heard people talk about how it felt. Saying its the best thing you could ever feel. I still think love is the best thing you could ever feel. All my thoughts went away when he stuck it inside me. I could only think about the pain I was feeling. I started to cry. "Are you ok? Do you want me to stop?" Another tear slipped from my eyes. " No, Let me get used to it." I let him continue on. I have heard it hurts the first time. It will get better I know.

After a couple more minutes it started to feel better. I could still feel the wet tears on my face. Suddenly he stopped right inside me. I found out why. You could hear a pair of ladies shoes walking toward the stall. We both looked at the door. Cornelia walked in. Her eyes grew wide open. "Justin are you rapping her." Somehow I got more strength then I had and tossed him off me. I stood up to walk to her. "No, he is not." She backed up looking down at my naked body. " Does not matter, im telling my father in the morning." She ran away and out of the stables. Even though I was naked. I ran out after her. It was too late though. She was almost to the house. I couldn't very well walk through the front door looking like this. I went back and took one last look at Justin's naked body. I put on my nightgown and kissed him one last time. " I'll handle this Justin, dont worry."

The next morning I was called into Mr.Vanderbilt's office. "My daughter told me our stable boy Justin Horan was using you for sex Is that true?" I had to fight this battle. "No he was not just using me for sex! We are in love! Your daughter was the one trying to use him for sex." He darted his head toward me. His face was turning red. Eyes about to pop out of his head. "What!" I stood up from my seated position. "Yes. your perfect daughter was telling me every night she was going to music lessons. Well when I look out my window I seen her kissing him. After I came around he broke it off. We are in love. She was just trying to use him. He done nothing it was all her." For a second he looked as if he was going to blow up. "Well, I still have to send him away to another house. Somewhere he can't corrupt a young ladies innocence!" I wanted to lay down on his office floor and die. "Is there any harm in true love?" I shouted out tears falling from my eyes. "Please you can't. I love him. He done nothing to me or your daughter. Please don't do this to me." I fell to my knees and cried into my hands. "Very well then, he can stay. Is it true about Cornelia." I looked up from my tear soaked hands. " Yes, he told me they never talked, just kissed. She was using him. Justin said they never had sex." I stood up from my position. "Well that will be all. You can go."

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