-luke-
it's getting pretty exhausting every single day to live on my own. it drove me sick every time i remembered ashton wasn't with me anymore. i knew i still had a couple of friends, specifically, michael and calum, but they weren't even there when i went to their own house.
michael and calum always had each other. they've been dating since year 12 and i was beyond happy that they're still growing stronger, that they still hadn't ended up like me and ashton; broken and torn apart.
look at me. i've been so lonely for the whole month without ashton. i've lost the only guy i have loved ever since 5th grade.
how will i survive this?
-ashton-
oh, my dear luke. only if he knew how much michael and calum would want to see him. only if they can fly swiftly from brisbane to sydney, he would probably be happy. they missed luke, too, as much as i missed him.
michael and calum's relationship is growing stronger than ever. did you know what (or who) else i know is strong? that would be luke. i knew deep down to myself that he's stronger than what he thought. i strongly believed that he can do it. he'll survive this.
as the days went on though, my longing for you had gone worse. and the real question here was, how will i survive this?
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a/n: i wish malum can just see luke bc that would definitely help him but oh well they cant bc hey i write this story
anw, if ya people have twitter, hmu at jeeznutsdtd and i also have instagram so you can hmu there as well at dfndppnk *wink wink*
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come back // l.h. + a.i.
Fanficin which ashton is dead in luke's perspective while luke is dying in ashton's.
