namjoon pov :
i walked into the classroom with my best friend jin. we were chit-chatting about boobs. i paused in my steps looking at the lonely girl in the corner of the room, silently writing in her little blue journal. i always wondered what she wrote in that.
jin noticed me staring and poked my side.
"ah, little dick namjoon has a crush!" he teased me. i groaned and pushed him, slightly flustered.
"okay, first of all, my dick is not small. second of all, her boobs are not big enough for me to have a crush on her." i said looking back at her.
the weird thing is she never looked up. then luckily i noticed she was wearing earphones. if she didn't have those in i would probably be doomed.
after the whole weird situation i had with jin, the class began. i began dozing off because the history lesson was really boring. it was until someone tapped on my shoulder. i looked to my side and it was my seat mate, jisun. he was a pretty chill guy. he handed me a paper that was folded into a square.
i slowly opened it up under my desk so the teacher wouldn't catch me with a note or im pretty sure I would get detention. once it was fully opened i read it.
'namjoon oppa. we should hang out. meet me at the cafe near the school after school.
xx jihyeon
i srunched up the paper and shot it into the trash. it was unimportant. jihyeon is the popular girl that every guy likes except me. she was just trying to get close to me like she does with every guy. it really disgusts me.
after history class was over the teacher exited the class room and now it was 10 minutes to study. which obviously every one used that time for granted. honestly teachers shouldn't let teens unsupervised. i wasn't the one to say anything about this though. because i too, use this time for something other than studying.
i turned my body around, leaning on my desk. i scanned the back row seats looking for someone specific. i looked to the corner where she usually sits. it seems like she was the only one who actually obeyed the teachers and studied. no wonder she has straight A's.
i took this time to watch her. she furrowed her eyebrows, probably trying understand what she was reading. her brown eyes sparkled. her hair was nicely put into two braids, how she always does it. her bangs lay across her forhead softly. her skin was so pale and porcelain. i wonder how it would feel.
"yah, namjoon! you're doing it again. stop staring, it's rude!" jin said pushing me off the chair. i tumbled onto the floor cathing everyone's attention. my face turned red as i felt everybody's eyes on me. i was embarrassed.
i looked back to the corner and noticed that she wasn't even looking. i relaxed. i was getting all worked up because i thought she saw me fall off my chair too but she didn't even glance. i wonder if she even knows who i am.
i quickly got off the floor.
"namjoon, are you okay?" jihyeon asked petting my cheeks. i pushed her hands away and she glared at me.
"yeah i'm fine." i reassured jihyeon taking a glance at her. she was still in the same spot doing the same thing she has been doing for the past 5 minutes. it was like everything was unnoticed to her. it was unusual. that made me more curious about her.
i turned around to look at jin who had his hand behind his neck, looking all innocent. as if he hadn't done anything.
"next time, make sure you don't push me or i will break you." i threatened him. he smiled sheepishly, muttering a sorry.
"i can see you breaking him. you break everything." i heard mr.yoo speak from the door. i glanced at him and we laughed.
finally, lunch time. the best time. i was starving. i made my way to the cafeteria until i saw a small figure drop her books. i recognized her immediately.
i decided to approach her for the first time. i felt very anxious and nervous. but i had an exucse to approach her so it was alright.
i made my way to her. she was crouched down picking up all the books she had dropped. i crouched down helping her but she didn't even notice. not until we both reached for the same book causing our hands to touch.
we both looked up at each other. she finally had noticed. i was surprised. i was shocked. it seemed like time had stopped. my heart started beating uncontrollably fast. and i thought she looked good from afar. she looked even better up close.
"oh thank you." she shyly said looking at the books tucked between my arm. her voice was so soft and shaky and gentle. it was music to my ears. and the best thing is she had noticed i helped her. she had noticed me.
"oh it's alright. i noticed you dropped your books earlier. so i decided to come and help." i explained. she nodded trying to hide her face quickly. she thanked me again cautiously grabbing the books from my arm. she was about to back away when i coughed catching her attention.
she spun around carefully making sure she didn't drop the books again.
"i didn't get your name." i said. it was the moment of truth. i was always curious about what her name would be. i knew i always watched her but i never even figured out what her name was. what i bad person i am.
"o-oh. my name?" she asked. i nodded. her legs began to wobble a little. she looked really nervous too. i wonder how she was feeling.
"my name is iseul." she finally said. iseul. what a cute name for a cute girl. i smiled,
"well iseul, would you like to have lunch with me?"
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hello. it took me forever for this but finally i have made chapter one. i am pretty satisfied so that's good. i will update soon. thanks.
-steph
