The Stars And The Sun

my type

I finally got the courage to admit that I liked rebecca but she wasnt there when I did... I guess thats the reason why I did admit it although I didnt want her to know this but in a way I did too... I was sitting with josh , rachael, ryan and morvyn at this time rebecca was somewhere I asked about but never was told because they all were asking questions I dont really remember how it all started but I remember "rebecca is my type" coming out of my mouth then we all got into conversation about it and I just let my walls down sort of and just basically told the truth I didnt realise at the time that what I said sounded really dirty but I know I meant to say "i would start a fire with her anyday". Obviously this got back to rebecca and I was kind of shy and embarrased to talk to her for a while which I think she noticed... But I just kept my distance sometimes... I wasnt pissed off at the guys for telling her because now I knew she knew and I wasnt hiding it. I didnt want her to say anything about it which she never did untill later down the line. But she knew that she was my type so I left it to her to say something.