The Stars And The Sun

going on holliday

I only got to see becca for 3 days when we first started dating because she was going on holliday.these three days were amazing because I met up with her and josh and we went to the skate park and the sand park and near the clyde. Josh left us most of the time because he was tired or couldnt be bothered.so the first day I got to see her as my girlfriend we hugged like straight away this was when I got to the bottom of the skate park infront of the bench becca and josh were sitting at... I didnt care if any of my family or friends saw me but I had to be careful because although I am 16 my mums this type of person who doesnt want their children to date till theyre 18 which was shit to be honest because I had to hide being in a relationship from a lot of people incase they told my brothers or my mum. Also my family didnt know that I am a lesbian so I was terrified theyd be hard to come out to. We went a walk to the shop for juice and stuff then we went to the sand park for a while this was fun untill I had to go home. It started raining and I dont get out in cold or wet weather because I have a medical condition called cystic fibrosis (cf) so becca and josh walked me up to round the corner from my grans house. As we were walking up the hill I was on my skates and it was getting slidy from the rain so I grabbed beccas shoulder and then eventually reached down and held her hand for the first time I smiled at the moment our skin touched to be honest although I dont think she noticed. When it was time to leave becca and josh so I gave becca a quick hug and kissed her on the cheek .i got home that night and went straight on facebook to talk to her because we spoke every day.the second day I got to see her was the day I got becca all to myself for hours because josh left us. We went to the sand park again but we went to the little garden to see the frog then through to the big field where we sat shouting at a squirrel for hitting us with bits off the tree above us. Becca raided her bag and found her beanie hat and decided to put it on my head this was cute and I wanted to kiss her in that moment but I was scared to... This built up for about an hour and we moved spots to on the grass at four wooden square seats. We sat for a while talking about random stuff which I cant remember what was said at all because I was too lost in beccas eyes to concentrate. It went silent at one point so I leaned in quickly and caught her off guard I think with a kiss. To which she kissed me back I was scared that I kissed her too early in the relationship but I reallly wanted to kiss her. We sat not saying much whilst kissing for a longgg time this was good.  the kiss got a little heated eventually when I decided to bite her lip I soon realised that she liked it so I done it a lot. She put her hands on my neck and I love when people do that because my neck is super sensitive. It was going great and I was kinda turned on at this point because who wouldnt be its becca she turns me on just saying my name. So I was turned on and I moved her head to the side and kissed her neck whilst biting it a little too.  Becca got a little breathless so I kept doing it and biting her lip.  I was soon informed that we had been sitting there for hours kissing and stuff because it was 5 o'clock when we got there and nearly 7 o'clock when we finally got up and left. So I went home again and messaged becca on facebook to which we spoke about our kiss and things we liked.the third day was the day before becca had to pack and leave for her holliday so we went on walks and stuff to the usual places not really doing anything but talking because we were sad that she would be away for 2 weeks. Becca left for her holliday and We spoke on facebook for a couple days then my mum was snooping so I told her to skype me so we didnt get caught. From the day becca left to the day she came back every night there was a star in the exact same place. I could see it through my bedroom window and it never moved or went away for a night. This was when I realised that she was my star... Star is now beccas nickname which I call her it everyday. So becca got home and there was as complication before she got home because her flight was delayed and she wouldnt be home for a couple of days this terrified me because I was scared enough of flying and planes and I wanted her home and safe as quick as possible. She ended up coming home a day earlier than the day she was supposed to be late home If that makes sense. I was excited because she messaged me on Facebook "guess who will be walking down your street in about 5 minutes". I was freaking out because she was home so I got my mum to let me go to the shop for juice and she walked by the shop as I was paying for the juice so I walked fast to the corner and she turned around and said oh there she's there I was so happy to see her I just walked up to her and hugged her. I told her I missed her so much and I couldn't see her for long so I had to go home before I left I kissed her and josh was just standing there talking to Andy.I didn't feel awkward kissing her infront of people because she is mine and I can kiss her wherever and whenever I want. So I quickly walked around the corner and across the road and waited for her to walk by my window I watched as she walked by and all I could keep thinking was God she's so perfect and I'm in love with this girl. That was her Holliday over and mines just started because she is my paradise.