The Stars And The Sun

15th of september 2015 (best day of my life)

The date 15/09/15 is a very special date. This date is the day rebecca mcnamee decided to message me on facebook. Her message said "hey its rebecca with the blue hair from the skate park just incase you dont know who I am" to which I replied yeah I know who u are... The conversation lasted about 4 hours straight although it flew in...  This was the first ever time I had a full blown conversation with becca.  We were talking about my idiotic pathetic ex and life and shit and people really but we eventually got into good conversation. She was talking about how I deserve someone better and stuff to which I said "i like this girl but im scared to tell her because im scared she will freak out because its hsppened before with a girl and I dont want it to happen again" to which she said that I should just be straight up and tell her because anybody would be lucky to have me and a lot of cute stuff like that. She doesnt realise how happy that made me in that moment because I never told her (at this point I still didnt know that the guys told her I liked her but I had it in my mind that they probrably did thats why I kind of avoided her for a while). So we were still talking about me telling this girl that I liked her and I sort of gave in and said "im gonna get song lyrics cause im better with song lyrics other than words and im gonna tag her in the post" this is because she asked who it was... So I found lyrics of a song - jealous by labrinth and I picked out the parts that pointed out that I liked becca and posted it tagging her in the post( the lyrics I used were interpreted in a different way from the sole purpose and story of the song itself for example I chose im jealous of the rain that falls upon your skin its closer than my hands have been.... Its hard for me to say im jealous of the way youre happy without me) these lyrics meant basically I wish I could touch you like the rain can and I can see youre happy without me basically she looked happy and she didnt need me like I needed her(well thats what I thought untill BOOM) REBECCA MCNAMEE MESSAGED ME TELLING ME TO BRING MY CUTE ASS BACK! I closed Facebook down so I couldnt see what she wrote back this was because I was scared she would have been like what the fuck but she wasnt thank god...infact she actually wrote back "well I guess its okay for me to like you too then" and thats when my heart started racing and skipping beats my stomache was doing summersaults and in the meantime I was saying to myself omf omf omf omf omf omf over and over again.this was the first best day of my life for real.