I'm not the only one.

Heart Broken

   

"What?" I try to force out all while my heart shatters into what feels like a million pieces. That's impossible. How could he be married to both of us? Is that even legal? It feels like everything I've ever known and loved was a lie. He said I was his one and only, a lie. He said we'd be together forever, a lie. That no one could ever pull us apart, another lie. I gave him my whole life. Now I have to get a divorce and face all the people who said it would never work. I have to start my life over. What if he gave me a STD!!

"I have two questions. First and don't get offended. Have you been tested? For you STD's and stuff? I know I'm clean, he was my first and only. Plus I work in a hospital so I get regular check ups. And my second question what are we going to do to get back at him? Are we going to tell him we know? Act like we never talked? Both ask for a divorce? Will one of us ask for the divorce and the other keep him? I know I could never sleep with him again knowing what I do now." I ask almost out of breath my the end of it. Again all I hear is silence. "Umm hello?"

"Yea sorry I'm hear that was just allot. Yes I'm clean. I surely don't want him anymore. I feel like he's ruined my life he doesn't even deserve to live. I want to kill the bastard. I don't..." I cut her off.

"What if we did?" I ask her. "WHAT?" She responds. "What if we ended his life? Look normally I'm all about saving lives but right now all I can think about is his death. All I can see is red right now. There's a way we can make this happen and no one will ever find out." The plan is already forming in my head. His death would bring me complete happiness right now and I don't care if that makes me a crazy person that's fine ill deal with that after. But right now the rage inside is burning hot and the only to put that fire out is to end him. "Okay if that's a little too much we have to find some way to out him to everyone because I don't know about you but with my family and our friends he is just the greatest guy and they'll think I'm making things up. Even the Pastor thinks he's a saint. He fooled us all." I say so maybe she doesn't think I'm to insane.

"Are you sure you can make it work? No one will ever find out it was us? What do we do? What's the plan?" A smile forms onto my face as I begin to tell her how everything will work.