Luscious: You can't go anywhere.
Me: I shot him cause of the truth.
Luscious: You shot him because you were scared.
Me: Back in the day if you were scared, you ain't nobody.
Luscious: That was back in the day, this is today.
I ducked around Luscious and made a mad rush for the door. Luscious pulled me back.
Luscious: Andy call Hakeem, let him pick her up.
In 20 minutes, Hakeem had me in his condo.
Hakeem: What happened?
Me: N-nothing too serious.
I was shaking furiously and silently wishing to die.
Hakeem: Dad said you killed Zeke.
Me: Take me home, please.
Hakeem: I have to head-
Me: Just take me home then you can go.
Hakeem: Why you so judgemental?
Me: I'm judgemental? Nigga all you have been doing is working with Spanish sporg.
Hakeem: Cause you quit.
Me: I quit cause you don't manage me.
Hakeem: What you trynna say?
Me: That since they came, you forgot about me.
He slowed down the car and I hopped right out and walked the rest of the way home. I'm done caring about people and their feelings. I look my house and walk straight pass it.
I checked in at the mental institute and visited my real dad.
Dad: I haven't seen you in years.
Me: I know.
Dad: Who vexed you now?
Me: Everybody. I just need to run or something.
Dad: What did I teach you?
Me: Money aint everything.
Dad: What else.
Me: Trust no thot.
Dad: So why you trusting all these people?
Me: Cause they say they will never hurt me.
Dad: Did any of them hurt you?
Me: Emotionally.
Dad: Well take a step back into the shadows.
Me: But let the darkness fall behind you.
Dad: Exactly. Now get going.
I hugged my dad and took a cab back to Empire. I went straight to the studio and practised rapping and singing.
