Just as I thought I started to sneeze a lot. So since my mom is visiting my brother, who lives in Texas, for a few weeks. I'm staying with Jake at his house. Thankfully his mom trusts us to be left alone for a few hours. Right now Jake and I are cuddling in his bed.
My head is resting on Jake's chest while I run my hands up and down his stomach. He's rubbing little circles on my sides, which I find very relaxing. I was slowly drifting off to sleep when Jake's phone went off, it made me jump and he started laughing about it. I frowned at him. He looked over at me and quickly kissed me, I smiled at him.
I really do love this boy. He means everything to me. He's my world. I can't imagine what I would do without him. I can't help but wonder what I would be doing if I never would have gave him my number that day. I still remember that day clearly and it was almost a year ago.
~~~Flashback~~~
I was walking down the school hallway coming back from lunch with my friend Lydie. I seen my best friend Jake, who I've had a crush on for a while now, I walked over to him and hugged him. I could immediately tell something was wrong by the way he hugged me. "What's wrong Jake?" I asked him. "I broke up with my girlfriend because people were calling her names, so I thought that if I broke up with her they would stop. When I broke up with her the names got worse and they started calling me names too. Now I'm having suicidal thoughts." He tells me. I didn't say anything I just hugged him tightly.
After he told me that I started crying. It hurt me to hear the boy I love to say that. So when we got back into the classroom I wrote a little note with my number in it and planned on giving to him when I see him again. That of course was when school dismissed us for the day. So when I seen him I ran up and gave him a hug and gave him the note.
A hour after I gave him my number I got text from him saying ' don't try to stop me' and soon after another one saying ' I'm done with my life and nothing will stop me from killing myself ' I told him how I felt and thankfully he decided not to kill himself because he apparently liked me back.
~~~flashback over~~~
So yeah. Now we're here almost a year later. Still in love with each other. Planning to have a future together later on. He's promised me he would never hurt me and he hasn't. He's the perfect boyfriend and best friend I could ever ask for. Hopefully the only thing that would change between us is, us getting engaged instead of dating.
A knock on the front door snapped me back into reality. So Jake got up to answer the door. He came back a few minutes later "baby can we watch Ava and Liam for tonight?" He asks me. I nod my head excitedly, I love Ava and Liam. Plus I love watching him with kids. He's going to be one amazing dad one day.
He smiles at me. "I'm guessing that we can?" He asks. I smile "yes because I love those two." I tell him. "Okay I'm going to go get them, be right back." He says. After he leaves the room I jump around in circles.
