After our little game. We decided to look at some houses for sale. We were just about to give up on looking for today, when I found the perfect one. I showed it to Jake and he agreed with me. It's perfect for us.
The house was white with light blue shutters and roof. There was giant back yard with a big tree in it and it was fenced in. The house had 5 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms. A pool in the back yard. A fire pit. The kitchen was huge. There's a dining room. A basement and even a 4 car garage. It's a nice house.
We decided on getting this house for multiple reasons. It wasn't a bad price which was a plus. We went and payed the people who were selling it. The woman said that we could move in today if we wanted. So we went home to start packing our stuff.
Everything was packed up and ready to go a few hours later. We got our friends to help us move and unpack. The boys were getting Jake's stuff and the girls were getting mine. 5 hours later we were completely unpacked and our friends are leaving now. Once they left I sat down beside Jake and cuddled up into his side. Thinking.
Now that we have our own house we could do whatever we want to. There's 3 extra bedrooms. Which is a good thing. Because with Jake anything could happen. I don't know why but I randomly started thinking about what Jake would do if I ever got pregnant.
Would he leave me to take care of the baby by myself? Would he even want the baby? Does he even want a family with me? How would he react to the news? Would he want me to get an abortion? Would he hate me for it? I thought about all of that until I was snapped out of my thoughts by Jake.
I looked up at him and smiled. He smiled back but his faded into a frown. He sat me on his lap. "What's wrong baby? He asks me. "Nothing I'm fine." I tell him. He rolls his eyes at me. "I know for a fact you're not fine because if you were you wouldn't be crying." He says.
I didn't even notice that I was crying. "I'm just overthinking again." I say. "About what baby?" He asks. "About if I got pregnant what you would do. Like would you leave? Do you even want a family with me? Stuff like that." I say. He sighs and looks at me. "No I wouldn't leave you. Yes, I want a family with you. I wouldn't hate the baby if that's what you're thinking. Most
importantly though, I would never ever tell you to get an abortion." He tells me.
I hug him tightly because that just cleared up so much worry. He hugs me even tighter. He pulls away though. "Why were you even thinking about that? I mean like do you want a baby or something?" He asks. "I was thinking it because well we have our own house now and anything could happen when it comes to your love for me. So yea I was just thinking about what would happen. I mean like yes, I want a baby, but not this soon. But if you wanted to be dad I wouldn't tell you no. I just want to make sure we're both ready though." I tell him. It takes him a minute to process what I just said. He slowly nods after understanding what I meant.
"So you'd actually do that for me? You actually wouldn't mind getting pregnant if I wanted to be a dad? Seriously?" He asks shocked. I nod my head yes. He quickly hugs me tightly and kisses me softly. He's still shocked it's easy to tell. I can't blame him though I mean I did just tell him all of this. I'd do anything for this boy. I'm in love with him, and nothing can change that
