how it all changed

seven

"You ok." I ask my brother as he sits down on the bench and sucks every last drop from his water bottle.
"Yeah just....haven't done this.....much in a while." Nate says between drinking his water.
"I can see." I chuckle.

After us girls watch and cheer, holly turns to me.
"So..... you and Mr hot stuff huh." Holly says with a huge smile on her face.
"What!no! He didn't even now who I was till Friday!" I defend my self to the girls.
"True. But you new who he was and you can't say he is not cute!" Elle state's.
"I am not saying he isn't but nothing's going on he is a player and I am not that kind of girl." I say with a sigh as I feel like I have final got through to them.
"Ok. So you don't mind if I go out with him?" Holly asks me with a massive smile on her face.
"Sure he isn't mine right." I say with a small laugh and then turn back to the guys to see them walking towards us. I tap the girls to get their attention and we get up and start to walk in their direction.
"You look like you worked hard."Elle says to my brother with a laugh as he is dripping with sweat.
"Haha.we are just gonna shower then we thought we would go out to eat?" Nate suggest.
"Sure." We say in sync, we look at each other then laugh.

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30 mins later they all come out wearing different clothes, and pur usual my eyes land on Jessy an I want to look away but the outline of his hole body has me hooked. With a pair of black jeans and a white t-shirt he looks amazing and it makes his olive skin stand out even more. I need to ask how he does that like is it Sun beds or fake tan, seriously.
"Ready to go." River asks us and it snaps me out of my head.
"Yeah." Elle answers then heads to her car.
"Do you mind if I ride with Jessy in the front." Holly asks with a wink.
I laugh "sure."
I walk to the back and open the door and slid into Jessys range rover and before I can even do my seat belt, river and Justin  are on either side of me. I give them both a smile, then my eyes catch Jessy s gaze in the mirror and them seem to say 'really leave me with her'. I laugh.
"What you laughing at?" River asks me.
"Nothing just..Nothing" I start to tell him but then couldn't, so I tried to stop myself laughing.
"Ok. So what did you think of my amazing lacrosse skills?" River says with a huge grin.
"They were so cool. You were all amazing." I say to river and he smiles, and then I look at Justin  and see him smirking too.
"Thanks. Maybe one day I can show you some just you and me." He said with a cheeky grin playing on his lips.
"Sure, just tell me when and where and I will be there." As I say this to river, Jessy stops the car hitting the break hard.
"We are here." He says through gritted teeth.

Why was he so angry. We all jump out of the car and holly grabs hold of Jessy's arm and the walk into the restaurant.
"You coming?" River asks me.
"Yeah." I say then walk to him and he places his hand in mine and smiles. I smile back and for some reason I let him hold my hand as we walk to the restaurant.

As we walk in we spot holly, messy and Justin  at a table and we walk over. Some how I ended up next to jessy and river on the ether side. I sit there and watch holly flirt with Jessy and Jessy just shrugged it off like no big deal, but for some reason I was glad he wasn't flirting back.

Thea we NEED to have a good talk when we get home and remind our self of who I am and who he is, and how it will never be anything more than it is now. I serious need to zone back in and interact with people not just myself in my head.