how it all changed

fifteen

"Jessy! Jessy!" I call after him as he walks out the door heading for his car, which is parked in the street.
"Would you stop and talk to me! Please!" I shout trying to get him to slow down so I can at least catch up to him, but he keeps ignoring me.

He was at the gate of the drive way and I was now running after him. He can walk so fast. I finally caught up with him and grabbed his arm, while quickly standing in front of him as his car wasn't  that far away.
"Move Thea." Jessy told me through gritted teeth. What is going on with him? He is acting weird ever since  the beach.
"No! What did I do wrong." I ask jessy.
"Nothing! I am just angry at myself and the guys." Jessy tells me.
"Why? What did they do." I ask, I do not understand him if he was mad at them why did he leave  when I showed up?
"You are so blind thea!" He shouts at me.
"Why? Explain to me please? I am so confused here?" I yell back at him with a new boast of confidence probably from adrenal.
"Because you flirt with all of them thea!" He yells back at me getting louder like if he dose I will hear him and it will all become clearer to me.
"So! Why do you care jessy? You flirt with holly!" I yell getting annoyed at him now.
"I know! But it's different with me and holly!" He tells me a bit quieter than last time.
"How? It's the same Jessy! Why does it bug you so much?" I ask him.I want answers.
"Because......I don't like seeing you flirt with other guys." He replies.

He looks at me. Why? What? I don't understand?
"Look I will explain to you, but not here. Come on." Jessy says and grabs my hand and drags me to his car. I jump in the passenger side and he gets in the divers side. Jessy starts the car and we start to move.

I can tell he is still angry, his knuckles are white from his grip on the wheel and his cheeks are red from angry. Not the best time to be in the car with him.

I don't know why but I want to calm him down and before I can stop myself I hand is on his, which is placed on the gear stick. He looks up and looks into my eyes. I feel him intertwine are fingers and carry on driving, while I draw smooth circles on the back of his hand.

Before I know it we are parked and me and Jessy are staring at each other. So meant questions are running through me head right now. I think he sensed that.
"Come on. I said I would explain and I will just give me time." Jessy says opening his door.
"Ok." I say back getting out of the car and meets Jessy at the end of the car as he grave my hand and locks our fingers together again, I shiver from his touch as its calming and inviting. God I am in trouble with holly!

We walk into this little cafe in the middle of know where and Jessy leads me o a table in the corner and we sit down.
"I am going to get a vanilla milkshake and a cheese burger. Do you want anything?" Jessy asks me as he stares at me, like he is trying to figure out what I am thinking.
"Can I have the same." I tell Jessy he looks shocked at first the grins and walks away to order.

I don't know whether to feel scared or excited about this, maybe both?