how it all changed

Seventeen

Wow! Wow! Wow! I...... wow!

That's all I can think right know is wow! I bring me fingers to my temples as I start to have questions flying through me head. Holly? Like me? Is he sure? Bad boy and miss invisible? Really? But all though I don't understand, my stomach is like the feeding time at the zoo just thinking about the words that come out of his mouth. Wow!

"Can you say something" Jessy says rubbing the back of his neck.
"Um.... What about holly?" I ask Jessy.
"She new I liked you, she said that we would make you jealous. But that didn't work I guess." Jessy tells me and I want to scream in his face that I was jealous of holly of how much attention she as getting from him.
"Oh!" Is all that seems to come out of my mouth

After my processing of what he said we finally walk back to the car and get in. I breath in and try to sum up confidence as I am about to ask all the questions going around in my head.

"Jessy....can I ask you some questions" I say quietly hoping he hears me.
"Shoot" Jessy says keeping his eyes in the road.
"How long have u liked me?" I ask a little louder to make sure he hears me.
"I had a crush on you before you left just never acted on it cause I have a reputation to hold up, but spending time with you know you are back I want you to know I like you." He says back with a little pink filling his checks. Is he blushing! And reputation! Really?

The thoughts are quickly gone as he clears his throat to speak again.
"Can i ask you a question." Jessy says stopping at a red light and looking at me. We stare at each other and I nod my head to him.
" was you jealous? Of holly?" Jessy asks still staring deep in my eyes. Yes! My head screams, but I reply again with a simple head nod, and my checks turn hot I probably look like a tomato.

He starts to smirk but then suddenly his face is getting closer to mine and his eyes close, my eyes flutter shut as I can smell his breath as it fans other me face. We are inches apart when the car behind us bibs his horn , we both snap back into reality as we see the red light is know green.

Oh God! We were about to kiss! And I was going to let it happen! Do I like him? I then to face him and scan his body trying to contain my drewl, physically I am attracted to him but I know nothing about him. And I kind of what to get to know him.

I feel myself start to blush of the thought of me and the bad boy dating, but of course my subconscious buts in; he never said he wanted to data he said he likes you. He might just want sex. God! Everything in my head was turning negative and making me want to yell at him to pull over and jump out of the car and run away.

"Evrything okay?" Jessy asks his eyebrows burrowing together in concern.
"Ummm." Is all I can reply as the thoughts of him saying he only likes me just to get in my pants run around my head.
"What's up?" Jessy asks.
"Nothing." I say back quickly, Maybe a bit to quickly as he stops in the middle of the road with cars beeping at us to move but jessy stares at me.
"Tell me the truth." He growls at me his mood changing rather quickly.
"Jessy drive! cars!" I yell at him hoping he moves from the middle of the road.
"Tell me! And I will move the car." He growls even louder.
"Jessy!" I yell at him as a warning.
"Thea!" He yells back.
"It was stupied just drive! Please!" I say to him with pleading eyes, not wanting to say what I was thinking aloud.
"Was it about me." As he says that I feel heat in my checks and look away from him.
"Tell me. Thea. Please." He says as his knuckles turn white around the wheel.
"I was thinking that you said it just to get in my pants." I whisper the last part feeling embarrassed.

I see him grip tighter and tighter on the wheel and the car suddenly starts to move. But not the way back to where the guys are, I don't have a clue where we are heading.
"Jessy..... where 're we going?" I ask him nicely scared he might get mad at me for asking.
"My place." He growls back.
What! I scream in my head and look out the window.