Everyone thinks I'm so lucky because my sister is perfect
I mean perfect nothing is wrong with her she gets all a's and she thinks she is better than me that she always needs the attention she is the spotlight I never have a moment when I am talking about something good happened at school and I actually get to finish my sentence With out being interrupted by one of my siblings I have 4 siblings I'm the middle child the third born the nothing I am nothing to nobody I'm just Brooklyn Baker the one who is always compared to her older sister Olivia Stynes I hate having that everybody compares me to her behavior, grades, looks, even speech
I never get much for my birthday
I was a mistake a mistake that my parents would gladly get rid of if they were offered to but they didn't want to explain why my mother was pregnant then had a healthy baby girl and raised her a bit then disappeared I don't think so but still they would take me away any time even though they don't say it is true I believe it I believe that I was a mistake they say I just 'wasn't planned' that's called a mistake
Oh poo! I have a non planned mark on my homework
Boom mistake
Cody barfed
Mistake
Clara lost her book
Mistake!
There are many different types of mistakes I am counted as one everyone was planned but me
Mark was planned Olivia was planned Clara was planned and Cody were all planned me no I'm just the nothing middle child
My name is Brooklyn Baker I'm 16 I have four siblings two older and two younger their names are Mark, Olivia, Cody and Clara ,Mark and Olivia are older Mark is 18 and Olivia is 17, the younger ones are Cody and Clara they are both 6 they are twins but out of all of them the one that hates me the most is Olivia I don't know why she hates me she just does she says that she is better than me that I'm a nothing that I'm just the unplanned middle child
She has said that ever since my parents would leave me alone with her to 'play' of what she does is tell me I'm not good enough and just beats me down until I hit rock bottom about a year ago when I started to believe that I am not good enough that I am ugly that I'm nothing I'm a waste of space that I'll never get the attention away from her
Nothing will make me forget the day I was bullied at school they called me mean names until I cried punched me until I couldn't breathe and all because of my sister she was the source of this all that voice inside saying I'll never make it I'm not good enough I am a waste of space a nothing just an unplanned middle child I will never be nothing to my parents nothing to anybody and for once I started to believe this voice telling me all these nasty things and I'll never forget the
day I did
