Never Forget Me

All 4 You

Sam

*The Next Morning*

I gave up everything I had to be here today.

My love.

Her.

My relationship.

Her.

A possibility of a family.

Her.

My future with her.

I can't seem to get that through my head.

I get up and look at the ring on my dresser and grab it.

I gently kiss it then put it inside my dresser.

I walk downstairs and make myself some cup of joe.

I hear Serena, she comes in.

"Hey grumpy pants. How was masturbation?" She laughed.

"Best head I had since she and I separated." I smirked.

"Oh wow, that's funny. Last time I checked you asked for head from over 3 times a day back on base." She said.

"Whatever. I was drunk or being dumb." I said.

"Oh sure. Listen we have a week left here." She said.

"What?" I snarled.

"Uh we leave next week. I said it but you weren't listening like always."

What the fuck did she just say?

"I said we are leaving next week. So you better start working your magic faster." She smirked.

I looked back at her and walked up to her and grabbed her by her neck pushing her against the wall making her whimper in pain from her hitting the wall. 

I looked at her face and saw an expression I had never seen before.  

"Sam let me go, this , this isn't you."

I started tearing up and I let her go so I could wipe the tear before it could even fall down my cheek.

"You're better than this. How do you think she will look at you if you were doing this in front of her? Or worse to  her." She said as she touched her neck and walked away from me.

That look on her face was hurting me.

Could it be? 

Did she see the monster I once was before?

I  can't believe I brought that side out of me again. 

I can't go back.

I won't.

Riley 

A Week Later

I opened my eyes to see that he was there mumbling something.

I closed my eyes because I wasn't ready.

I didn't want to  hear his lies anymore.  I wanted to be happy and he cant provide that for me.

"Riley, I know you're up." He said.

"Your point?" I snarled.

He sat on the bed beside my feet and touched my leg.

"I'm sorry I haven't been here to visit you every day. How's the-" H e said as he went to touch my stomach noticing I was losing the bump.

I turned around on my side and touched it. 

The emptiness is there. 

They took the baby out of me yesterday. They said I was having a girl. I almost gave birth to a baby girl.