Secrets Will Kill You: The Sequel

I Wont Allow It

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Our next case was pretty weird. Death like took a holiday. In this one town the people just wouldn't die...and yea it seemed pretty douche-like of us to take that away from them but it was still weird so we had to look into it. We got Pamela on the phone and she did this spell where Sam, Brit, Dean and I were all spirits in the spirit world and it was actually kind of weird...and Dean made it weird when he reached inside Sam's chest and kept his hand there for a moment...that was weird...but funny. Then a jogger ran right through me and Brittney but there was this one kid who saw us and when we went to go talk to him, he told us how he wouldn't leave his mothers side and a reaper was after him. But, apparently the reaper was the same reaper that tried to get to Dean when he almost died but John saved him. I felt myself cringe slightly when I saw the reaper kiss Dean so he would remember it...but I let it go when demons kidnapped the reaper. The kid taught us how to move things with our mind and he taught us how to freakin teleport ourselves, it was freakin awesome! The part that wasn't awesome was when we found where the demons were and there were symbols and insignias covering the building but we fell into a trap when we got pinned in a corner by an iron chain.

Then, Alastair came out of nowhere and explained his plan...he was going to break one of the seals...and he needed to kill two reapers in order to do it. While he dialogued, he shot salt rounds at us to get us annoyed...and it definitely was weird and not fun. But we formed a plan, and used our cool ghost powers to get out of the situation, with Tessa's (the reaper that kissed Dean) help. Sam and Brit were gone though as Dean and I ran down an alley and ran into Castiel. They caught Alastair...and we stopped him from breaking the seal...we actually stopped him. I was a little pissed that Cas wasn't there helping but then found out that the symbols on the building were to angel proof the place. In the end, the kid let Tessa take him to a better place...it was kind of crazy...and then Dean and I got back in our own bodies at the motel and Pamela was stabbed! She started bleeding out as soon as we showed up...she never wanted a part of this...and we dragged her into it...it was our fault she died right in front of us. I saw she whispered something to Sam and Brit and even though I tried to listen in, everything was blurry. I didn't know what kind of hoo-doo she performed but I knew it was because she didn't want me to hear it and so I couldn't hear it.

I was in a black dress and Brit was wearing a black top and a black skirt while the guys were in suits and we were at Pamela's funeral. Brit had tears flowing and I saw Sam comforting her. I tried not to let the tears slip but as soon as I felt a hand on the small of my back, I turned my head to look at Dean and he nodded, looking into my eyes so the tears came out. I knew he was feeling what I felt...like it was our fault for Pam's death ...because it was. I turned my body to wrap my arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist, holding me tight as I dug my face into his shoulder as I felt him hug me even tighter but it wasn't to keep me secure, it was to help the pain he was feeling. So, I put a hand on the back of his head to play with some of his hair...it seemed to sooth both of us...but it didn't really last long...we kind of just held each other, wanting everything to stop...rewind...but life isn't like a Nintendo game...you cant pause and start over. It wasn't fair for Pamela...it just wasn't.

We went back to the motel to change into our more comfortable clothes and now it was dark and we were on the road, trying to meet Ruby I guess. Sam called to tell Brit and Brit told me that she was meeting us in Cheyenne. Apparently she's been tracking some leads to get Lilith. I didn't care much when she was telling me though...I was upset and aggravated and annoyed.

"Look, you and Sam can work with Ruby, work without Ruby. I don't care, to be honest" I snapped.

"Hey, I know you're mad about Pamela Mel, but it doesn't mean you have to take it out on me" she mumbled.