What happens next?

Chapter 2 (Tris)

 When I wake up, I'm confused. I'm lying in a hospital bed in a completely withe room. "Hello?" I ask, it sounds like a whisper but I meant to yell. My throat hurts. I try to sit up straight and a burning pain shoots from my stomach through my whole body. Then I remember. I got shot, I survived the death serum. Am I death? My heart starts beating faster. I can't be dead, I can't die whiteout seeing him one last time. I needed to live for him. I try to scream his name. "Tobias". Then Cara walks in the room. She starts talking to me "You're awake, thank God you're awake". I whisper his name again, "Tobias". Then I start trying to form a sentence, "I, see ... him, need see ... him". "We will get someone to get him, he came back from the city a few hours ago". "How long have I been gone?" I ask. Talking seems to go better now. I'm pretty sure I'm alive or everyone else died. I hope the first one. Cara starts to talk again "Do you know what happened?" I shake my head. "Okay", she says, "Well you got shot but you're going to be fine. It worked so the city won't get reset. Tobias has been waiting for you to wake up". She tries to keep talking but I interrupt her. "I need to see him". I am whispering again but this time I want to. "I will go get him for you". I try to smile at him when he walks in but it doesn't work. I just look desperate. Desperate for his strong arms to hold me, for his soft lips to touch mine. Desperate to be close to him, to kiss him, to feel him. He looks desperate to. He runs over to me and holds me, I start shaking. God, I can finally feel how scared I was to lose him. He must have been scared to when he heard I went instead of Caleb. He holds me and then I start to cry and snob. I remember what I saw when I was under the death serum. "I saw her", I whisper. I saw her, I really did. "My mom, I saw her", I say again. I saw her after I thought of you to stay alive, after I lived for you, I think. I don't say it out loud because it is to intimate. Then he lets go of me, he looks angry. I don't want him to let go, I want him close to me. Why is he angry and leaving. He stands up and walks out of the door. I start sobbing louder and scream his name. He left, he's really gone. I hug my knees, it hurts a lot, and I start crying.

*

The tears are still streaming down my face when Christena comes in. She has a gigantic smile on her face. She just keeps looking at me with creepy that smile of her. I'm starting to get angry, can't she see I'm in pain? "What do you want?" I ask. "He's back!" she cheers. I feel confused, who is back? Who is she talking about. Is Tobias back. I look around for a second and then I feel disappointed. Of course he isn't here. He left me. I'm starting to get annoyed and really want to know who's back. She must be able to read the question of my face, because she starts explaining it already. "Uriah, he woke up. We were about to unplug him and he just opened his eyes. It was actually pretty freaky, but he woke up". I wipe the tears from my face and I start smiling. Now I get why she's so happy. "Can I go see him?" I ask. I just need to see him. "Of course", she says, "Why do you think I came here anyway". She just keeps smiling. I can't stop smiling either. My friend is awake, he's alive and I can go see him. Then my smile fades for a moment. He shouldn't have been in the hospital if Four and his gang didn't blow him up. I don't understand why I forgave him when he almost killed one of my best friends. I stop thinking like that and smile again. "Let's go" she says, she looks worried. She must have noticed that I was mad for a second but she doesn't ask about it. I can't wait to see him again.

*

When Christina pushes my wheelchair into the room, I can see that I'm not the only one who wanted to check on Uriah. Zeke, Amar, Cara and a woman that I don't know. She must be Uriah's mom. In the corner of the room stands a nurse. It takes me a while to notice that everyone in the room is looking at me, including Uriah. I try to stand up to walk over to him but then I scream. I got shot in the leg. How could I forget about that. I ask Christina to push me a little bit closer and then I'm just looking at him with a huge smile on my face. "What's wrong with you", he asks. He smiles. "Aren't you supposed to be dead?" I ask. "Aren't you?" I hear behind me. I recognize that voice out of a thousand. "Hey, Four", I say. I sound really pissed, I feel really mad to. Then I look back at Uriah and ask: "How do you feel?", I'm smiling again. "Okay, I think", he answers, "In fact, I'm a little confused. What happened". I don't answer, instead I look at Four. "Shouldn't you explain, I mean, it's your fault". He looks really shocked at me. Then he walks over to me, takes me and my wheelchair into an empty room, and starts talking. "You have no right to be angry with me he says. You f*cking went to your dead again. You promised you would never do that again", he is yelling at me now, "How could you do that, how could you leave me like that!" "I also promised Caleb I wouldn't bring him to his own funeral. My brother, the only real family I have left, my own blood". He starts yelling again. "He let the Erudite execute you, torture you. He's a monster. He's" "He's the guy that held my hand when my mom broke her arm, the guy that helped me cook every time it was my turn to make dinner. He is the guy who told me that I had to choose for myself, the day before the choosing-ceremony. He told me it was me who had to live with my choice. He told me that it was possible to leave my faction, my parents, to become happy. I love him". He doesn't knows what to say for a moment. He just looks at me. Then he starts talking again, calmer this time. "You almost died", he's whispering now, "you left me to die". There are tears in his eyes. "I never wanted to leave you Tobias, I love you. I knew I could fight of the death serum. I could survive and he couldn't but I never wanted to leave you". There is a little smile laying around his lips. "Say that again" he demands. "Tobias Eton, I love you". And then he kisses me, he picks me up out of the wheelchair and puts me down on the windowsill. I try to kiss him on his lips but he pulls away. He starts kissing the birds on my collarbone, one by one. It feels like he is healing me. Every time his lips touch me I feel a little better. He leaves a trail of kisses over my neck, to my ear. I sigh. I can hear feel him grin against my cheek but I don't care. I kiss full on the lips and only let go when I need to breath. He tastes so sweet, so warm and I don't ever want this moment to stop. We keep kissing for a while but then we decide we should go back to talk to Uriah. He deserves to know what happened to him.