To Infinity And Beyond // j.j.k x p.j.m

Chapter 22

Jungkook POV
I felt bad for leaving Jimin, but Taehyung asked and I couldn't say no.

We were walking up the stairs to the library when suddenly I felt his hand entwine with mine and he satarted running.

I ran with him and adrenaline was rushing through my veins. We were runing real fast through the halls and papers were flying.

We finally stopped in front of the library doors.

"What the h-heck was that for?" I say trying to catch my breath.

"For the thrill. And you know you liked it." He said.

I was thinking to myself. It was kinda fun because of the rush.

"What are we doing at the library?" I ask.

"Nothing. We'll just hang out." He said.

He pulled me inside. It was quiet and every now and then you could hear people getting up to get new books or move to another spot.

We sat next to a bookshelf and put our bags down. I got up and looked at the genre of books we were next to.

Fantasy.

I absolutely adored fantasy. The language written describing the different landscapes made me wonder if things like this were real.

I was looking through a book i picked up facing the bookshelf when I felt aroms wrap around my waist.

It was Tae. He was resting his chin on my shoulder.

"Tae. Do you need something." I say removing his hands from my waist.

"No. I was just looking at what books you were looking at." He says.

"It's fantasy." I sat him down.

"Fantasy is a really beautiful genre. The author explains the landscape of where the characters are and it feels like real life. Sometimes I get so indulged into the book that I get caught in a dimension between fantasy and reality. I sometimes read to escape the real world because sometimes fantasy is so much better. No one will judge you on anything and you can relate to the characters in the book." I say going on.

I looked over at Taehyung and he was completely mesmerized by what I was saying.

I snapped my fingers in front of him.

"Earth-to-Tae" i say a little loudly.

"Shhh" someone says.

I roll my eyes.

"Sorry. What you were saying just took my breath away." He said smiling.

"I was speaking the truth." I say.

I looked back at my book and i felt his hand on mine. I looked over at Tae.

"I agree." He said.

"I have to go." I said uncomfortably.

I was getting up and i felt him pull my hand.

I fell but i fell onto his lap.

I looked him straight in the eyes and so did he.

He moved closer.

And before I knew it our lips met.

His lips were foreign. They were not like Jimin. They were somehow softer. And plumper.

It felt so wrong but it also felt right.

I shouldn't be doing this.

I pulled away.

"Taehyung I-I" i started.

He closed the gap between us. But this time I didn't pull away.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and the kiss became alot more rough.

He pulled on my hair and i let out a slight moan.

He made his way to my jawline and soon my neck.

My soft spot.

He sucked and teethed.

I couldn't do this. I have a boyfriend.

"Taehyung this can't happen. I'm sorry." I say.

"Oops." He said looking at my neck.

"What?" I felt my neck.

I got out of the library and went to the bathroom. He followed.

I looked in the mirror.

It was a big dark blue and purple mark.

Fuck. Oh my god i have a hickey. And it's not from Jimin.

"Taehyung are you kidding me! What happens if Jimin see this! What will i say? Oh yeah i made out with the guy i told you not to worry about!" I say furiously.

"Sorry. It was just in the moment." He said.

"Jesus fucking christ Taehyung! What the hell am Igoing to do!" I say screaming.

"I don't know." He said low.

"I told you I shouldn't do this. Why did you pull me! Why did you kiss me! You know that I don't love you! You know i will never be able to! Why can't you understand that?" I say.

"B-but i just-" He starts

"No! Why do you want me to feel guilty about not being able to return these feelings? Why are you doing this! I tell you these for a reason. Just stop trying." I say giving up.

"I said I'm sorry! You don't know what it feels like to not be loved! You don't know how it feels to have your heart played with! All i wanted was to be loved! Genuinely loved and not to be one-sided! I love you! You mean so much to me. You showed me light in the darkest times! You showed me to be happy." He was saying through his cries.

"I used to be depressed. I used to cry myself to sleep! Every single fucking night. I called myself useless! But you showed me light. You taught me how it feels to be loved. You were the nicest person. I'm sorry for ruining your life. Like i do to everyone elses." He says through his muffled sobs.

He left the bathroom.

I stood there shocked.

I had such an impact on someone and I didn't even know. I need to figure out what to do. What am i going to say to Jimin.

I'm screwed.

A/N so did you guys expect that? Yea...... Oh okay. But if you didn't then there you go. I might update again today.

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