To Infinity And Beyond // j.j.k x p.j.m

Chapter 16

Jungkook POV:
I feel so dirty.

I can't belive i was about to kiss Taehyung.

What am I going to do?

What if Jimin finds out?

Should i tell him?

No. I don't want to ruin the relationship i already have. This is my love. Jimin means the world to me. I promised to protect him. I can't.

I knocked on his door.

"Can i come in?" I say.

"Yeah. Come in." He says.

I walked in.

He was sitting on his bed with his round nerd glasses that I absolutely adore. Wearing sweatpants and a loose sweater on top.

Oh my god.

I can't believe I almost broke his heart.

The most beautiful person on this planet.

I would never even imagine him hurting.

And especially because of me.

I flinched at the thought of it.

I bit my lip and had tears in my eyes.

"Jungkook? Are you okay? You've been standing there for 5 minutes." He says.

I come to my senses.

I look up and there are tears streaming down my face.

"Jungkook. What happened?" he says worried.

I walk up to his bed.

He stood up.

I hugged him. And so tightly. I started to cry even harder. I can't believe i would easily cheat on him like that.

Angels don't deserve to have their heart broken.

"Jungkook, tell me what happened." He said.

"Jimin. Please don't leave me." I say crying really hard.

He was stroking my hair.

"Why would i leave you. Honey, you know i love you and will always love you no matter what." He says.

I inhale his strawberry scent. I missed this.

I let go of our grip.

I leaned down and kissed him.

It was salty but I didn't care.

All i wanted was Jimin and only him.

He let go and hugged me tighter.

He pulled me to the bed. We ended up falling asleep till the next morning.
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Jimin POV

Jungkook was crying.

It breaks my heart to see him hurting.

He came up to me talking about how I should never leave him.

Why would i leave him? He has been the love of my life ever since freshman year. He means so much to me it is really hard to put in words.

I wouldn't need to break up with him unless he gives me a reason to.

And hopefully he doesn't give me one anytime soon.
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Taehyung POV

He almost kissed me.

He almost did it.

The love of my life was inches away from from kissing me.

But no. I knew it was too good to be true. There was no way.

Whenever anything good happens to me it's either fake or it's too good to be true.

Jung Hoseok.

One of the people that made me feel love. He made me feel worth it. But also made me believe that some things are too good to be true.

He was my best friend since 5th grade. We went to each other's houses and played video games all of the time.

We went to the park and he would push me on the swings because I didn't know how to.

But one day.

In freshman year.

I went up to him and confessed. He said that he loved me too. I was the happiest person in te world. I couldn't believe it. This was actually happening.

We dated for 3 years and those were the best 3 years of my life. They were filled with joy and hugs. And little kisses here and there.

I went to his house and visit him towards the end of junior year.

I went up to his room.

And it felt like my world was crashing down on me.

I saw him sucking face with some slut from our English class.

I stood there.

Crying.

"Ew. Why is he here?" The bitch asked.

"I'm his boyfriend." I said.

"No you're not, you fag. Get the fuck out of my room you little prick." He said.

Each word felt like a gunshot to my heart.

Non-stop it felt like someone was shooting me.

At that point I wanted to basically just die and give up on everything I've ever accomplished.

But no. I knew that was what he wanted. He wanted to see me fail. And I wouldn't let him see. Even if it feels like my heart is being torn to shreds; i need to show him I'm strong and I don't need him.

After that i stopped going to school and decided to transfer high schools.

I guess he won.

So now I fell in love with someone i know I can't have.

Why does this always happen to me.

It was never real.

All of that was fake happiness.

I'm done.
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Jungkook POV

Taehyung.

I haven't seen him for the past days.

Is it because of what i did?

I need to go see him and how he was.

I need to apologize.

But what if he doesn't want to see me.

Ugh.

What am i going to do?

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