To Infinity And Beyond // j.j.k x p.j.m

Chapter 29

Taehyung POV
"Hi." Hoseok said.

"H-Hi." I say stuttering.

"How have you be-" He starts.

"Why are you here? To hurt me even more?" I ask.

"No. No I'm here to see how my boyfriend is doing." He says.

"Don't you dare call me your boyfriend!" I say with anger bubbling inside of me.

"B-but" He starts.

"No. Do you know what it feels like? To be hurt? And broken? Or forgotten? Do you know how much it hurt to be called a fucking gay fag?" I ask with tears threatening to fall.

I sat on my bed with my feet dangling. He sat down next to me and I moved closer to my pillow.

"I told you before. Please leave." I ask politely.

"No. No I won't. And you can't make me." Hoseok said cockily.

I don't know why. I loved it when he was cocky but hated it at the same time. He made me feel worth while and made me able to trust people but he was able to break that trust in a matter of seconds.

It's true.

Love does hurt.

"Hoseok! I told you to lea-" I was saying and suddenly he crashed his lips onto mine.

What is going on?

I sat there confused but I craved his lips. I guess.

I didn't pull away. I missed this. They were softer than Jungkook's. That's right. I kissed him back. And it felt so good but-

I can't do this.

I pulled away.

"What was that for?" I ask.

"Well. For everything. For the way I played you. For the cruel language I used on you. For making you feel so alone. I'm sorry. Taehyung you know what you saw in that room isn't who I really am." He said.

"How do I know that? You gave me a damn good reason that you obviously don't fucking love me. Or for that matter ever have." I say standing up.

I started walking but he pulled my wrist and I sat down on his lap.

"I told you that, she wasn't anything." He said sitting me down next to him.

He held onto my hand.

"Listen. You probably don't believe me. And this won't change your mind but you mean the universe and anything beyond it to me. I was being stupid and young. I didn't know how to feel. I was confused. I was thinking how beautiful you are but on the other hand what people thought. Would this ruin my image? Would i bring dishonor to my family? What would happen? But I realized I was being stupid. What people care don't matter to me. What matters is you. And only you. Taehyung I love you so much and hopefully you can find a way to let me back in your life. I promise to keep you safe and sound." He said.

"Hoseo-" I started.

"Oh my god?! Would you forgive him already?"

I looked at the door.

It was Jungkook.

He walked over to the side of my bed.

"Jesus fucking christ. C'mon. I know that me and him may have not started on good terms but DON'T YOU SEE. He loved you so much. He had this whole speech and everything. I couldn't help but interfere. Tae. Listen to me. I think he is perfect for you." He said calmly.