for him. ~A Tronnor Fic~

49.

Troye.

Hand-in-hand Connor and I walk down the street. Immediately, I stop in my tracks and stare up at the sight above me. In downtown LA, where everyone can see this particular billboard, my album artwork for Wild is plastered.

"I did it." I mumble the words under my breath and bite my lip. Connor squeezes my hand.
"You did it." Connor responds and looks at me admiringly. A smile is on his face and I take a deep breath. After Connor takes a picture of me in front of the billboard, we reach the venue the Wild Party is being held.

"Oh there you are Tro! We have to get you ready come on." Emma grabs onto both of us and pulls us into the back room where Dani and the rest of the crew is waiting.
"There'll be a Q&A after the listening party is over. Just a few questions and then we'll take pictures with everyone."

"Then what?" I ask Emma after she seems to leave the thought unfinished.
"Then you get to go back with Connor to your apartment and celebrate in your own way." She winks at us both and I look at Connor. He winks at me as I hit him in the arm.

Connor grabs both of my hands in his as he looks up at me. I'm about to take the stage for the interview.
"I'll be watching your interview in the back." I smile down at Connor before I lean down and press my lips to his. He cautiously brings his hands to me and places them on my arms.

"Hey T, it's- Sorry! I didn't know you guys were in here!" Emma shields her eyes from us as Connor and I pull away from one another. Connor keeps his hands firmly on my arms. He looks down at me as Emma stays in the doorway.
"Good luck babe." He kisses my cheek as I take a deep breath and walk away from him.

Emma rejoins me as Connor walks out the door. A smile is on her face and I grin at her as I walk past, stepping out onto the stage with the fans going crazy. I wave as I take a seat beside my interviewer and she dives right into the questions.

She asks me questions about the songs, the album artwork, and the imposing album. I answer that last question vague, trying not to give out too much information. I am in fact releasing an album but as of now, nobody besides the closest people to me.

"Okay the last question is from Emily. She asked 'What song means the most to you on Wild?'" I stand for a minute before I answer.
"For me it's probably Ease since I wrote it during a hard time and the song was almost my way of telling my mum and my boyfriend that though I was saying I was okay I wasn't. Turns out they saw right through me and everyone managed to make me feel so much better and they just made me feel so much more at ease."

I finish my interview and Emma and Dani join me on stage. We snap a quick picture and soon, everybody on my team is there. They're all crowding around trying to get in frame with the picture but yet there's still one person missing.

Looking out into the crowd, I spy Connor standing in the back against the wall. He watched my entire interview and he now shoots me a thumbs up. I motion for him to come towards me and he just shakes his head shyly. Once more, I motion and he finally begins to walk out of the shadows and towards the small stage I stand upon.

A small group of fans notice Connor walking up to the stage and they part ways to allow him to get to the front. I reach my hand down and pull him up and we rejoin everyone. Connor and I pose together with everyone as a photographer takes a picture of us all.

The fans at the foot of the stage go crazy as Connor goes on his tiptoes and kisses my cheek. A smile erupts and spreads across my face as more pictures are taken.
"I love you Troye." He mumbles the words against my skin and I turn my head so my mouth is by his ear.
"I love you too Connah."

****

After the party ends, Connor and I set out walking back to our apartment. Some fans still linger outside and we snap quick pictures with them. Once were enveloped in peace and quiet, with an occasional car passing by on the street, Connor pulls out his phone. He stops dead in his tracks and I stop to see what's wrong.

"Tro check your Twitter!" Connor yells at me from behind me and my heart drops. Oh no. What's going on? Did I copy a song on accident? Did somebody die? Did my full album get leaked? Is my family okay? I click the Twitter app and look at my mentions. And then I see it.
"HOLY SHIT TAYLOR SWIFT TWEETED ABOUT WILD!" I yell out and Connor runs up to me. He hugs me and we jump up and down still freaking out.

"READ IT CONNOR READ IT!" He grabs his phone and begins to read her tweet.
"GO @TROYESIVAN WILD IS STUNNING AND AWESOME. (YES CAPS LOCK IS NECESSARY HERE.) #EPGOALS" He yells out and I fall into his arms.
"Oh my god no she did not!" I say and shake my head. I feel as if I'm in a dream, my wildest dream.

I grab onto Connor and we jump up and down.
"Taylor fucking Swift." I say the words exasperatedly and Connor laughs at me. He brings me into his body and hugs me tightly. I look down at the top of his head as we hug and he looks up at me and meets my gaze.

"You're driving me wild you know that right?" I ask him and Connor grins.
"I know. And I'm so so proud of you babe." Connor places a short kiss on my cheek before I turn my face to kiss him fully, placing my hands on the sides of his face.

Kissing up on fences and up on walls. On the way home, you were trying to wear me down, down.

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So I saw Troye last night and it was great. If you want to, you can read the full experience in my Oneshot book.
                         Xx,
                           Madi

PS: the end is near.