Missing You

Questions that need Answering

I hope you guys liked the last chapter. This one is really good. The next one is Luke's POV!!!!!

^^Claras Mom.

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Chapter 2. Clara P.O.V

I had to be dreaming, or someone drugged me. This could not be happening. I did not just hear Luke's voice over the phone. It was all a dream.

wait.....why can't I open my eyes

I tried and tried and tried, but my eyes would not open. I gave up and decided to go back to sleep so that I could wake up in my room by myself. My boyfriend still dead. Because what happened at the cemetery was all a dream.

"I don't know, I found her unconscious over her best friends grave"

"Does your daughter have any past drug abuse history"

"I don't know, ever since the.....incident... she has been distant"

Who were these voices? and why did it smell like alcohol?. Wait, it wasn't a dream?! Did I just hear my mom say she found me unconscious? Everything came flooding back in and I was able to find my voice.

"What is going on" I said,

Why is my vision so blurry and why did it hurt so much to talk

"OH, MY GOODNESS!!! THANK YOU" My mom crushed me in a huge hug.

"Mom... C-cant... Breathe... Ne-ed "

"Oh, I'm so sorry! Are you ok baby? Do you need anything? What happened? You scared me. You have a lot of ex-"

"MOM" I cut her off "I'm fine. I went to see Luke and I got lightheaded and I guess I passed out" I said lying through my teeth.

"Well I'm glad you're ok"

"Yeah. Can we go home now?

"Sure baby, let me get some paperwork done. Then we can go"

On the ride home, my mom was on the phone with her client. My mom is a lawyer for criminal justice. I never really see her. I don't see anyone in my family really. My dad. Well, I have no idea who my dad is, neither does my mom. You see, my mom is what you call an independent woman. When she was 25 she wanted a kid - o men involved. So my dad was a random sperm who luckily, didn't make me horrendously ugly.

"I'm sorry Karen, but if I don't have those papers in by tomorrow, then I have no evidence. Don't call me back until you have those documents."

"Rough day at work"

"It's work..."

"Well... goodnight"

"Good night sweety"

Talk about awkward. I ran up to my room and found my phone on my desk. I hesitated. Will his number show up in my call history? What should I do if it does?!

So many things were running through my head, but 1000 miles by Vanessa Carlton started ringing through my room.

"Hey Lucy, what's up?"

"WHAT'S UP!?, that's all you can say. I have been trying to call you for the past 3 hours! Your mom called me and told me she was rushing you to the hospital, then she hung up. I was freaking out! I thought you got in a car accident or something! How dare you not call me or an-"

"Lucy!"

"WHAT!?"

"I passed out, I didn't have my phone. I'm sorry I didn't call you"

"You should be. I was worried I would have to walk to school without you driving me"

"Wow Lucy, I can feel the concern for my life."

"You know I care about you, but you also know how far away my house is from school... Anyways, what happened?"

"I went to go visit Luke's grave...."

I was debating whether to tell her what happened or not. She is my best friend....Well. She has been since....ya know... But I don't want to seem crazy and I don't even know how to process what happened myself.

"And I guess I just passed out"

"Well, Clara you have been through alot and I understand that you are sad. I'm not saying you should never visit him, but I would suggest you visit him less often. and that goes for Kara and everyone else."

"I guess. thanks, Lucy. I am really overwhelmed me today and I am going to go to bed"

"Good night weirdo."

"Takes one to know one! bye Lucy!"

After I hung up I tried to go to bed, but I couldn't. Every time I closed my eyes memories of Luke came into mind. Our first kiss together, our first date, our fights, our...everything. I told myself I wouldn't cry, but one tear betrayed me and slipped down my cheek, onto my pillow.

Then I remembered - I hadn't checked my phone since Lucy called. I opened it and I had 24 missed calls and a whole bunch of threatening texts from my mom and lucy. And then there was the call. Received from when I was at the cemetery. Lukes.

I was hesitant. What if it was someone else who has his phone? What if his phone number was rotated through the system and someone else had it? What if.. what if.... I came up with so many unreasonable scenarios that I got tired and eventually fell into a deep sleep, with my friends on my mind.