Locked Away (H20Vanoss)

Chapter Thirteen: Diamond Tears

Where'd You Go (feat. Holly Brook & Johan Matranga), By Fort Minor

Play song whenever.

~Delirious POV~

I sat up on my bed and waited for the sun to poke through my curtains. Still shaking from the same nightmare that haunts me. To calm myself I would think of Evan but my memory of him is faded. I hugged my pillow and broke into a sob.

"Child let go of the pillow and all memories of him if he's causing this suffering," cooed a hauntingly gentle female voice.

"No Dabria these are my memories," I yelled and held the pillow tighter.

"Just as big as a baby as I first met you for the first time," she sneered. I glared at her but her lifeless eyes made me look back at the curtain.

"I hate when you do that Dabria and you know it," I said keeping my voice low.

"And I hate that you let him go," she scoffed.

"I didn't let him go," I said as tears welled up.

"Oh really then where is he hmmm," she tauted.

"SHUT UP," I screamed and tears dripped onto my face.

"Mr. Johnathon," said a startled butler said.

"Y-yes," I stuttered.

"Your parents are worried about you not eating. So please eat," he said before leaving. I rolled my eyes and walked over to my dresser. I slipped out of my clothes that had grown big as I lost weight from lack of eating. I rubbed my eyes and changed into black pants, slipped on a plain black t-shirt that hung lose on me, and to complete my beautiful colorful outfit my blue hoodie. I walked into my bathroom seeing my shattered mirror that I punched that night.
"Hey Jonny where are you going," Dabria asked.

"I just want to get a pet dog or something," I sneered.

"What happened to your last hundred pets you "played" with," she stated while starring into the room.

"I'm not going to do that anymore. I swear," I said practically yelling at her.

"You said that last time before you got your parrot. Now it seems you only have an empty cage and no parrot can be heard squawking his name," she said with a smirk.

"DABRIA BE QUIET," I cried out. She shrugged her shoulders and shook her head no.

"Dabria you are such a child," I said before storming out of the bathroom. She floated behind me as I walked down the somewhat dusty halls. Dabria kept on pestering me like normal as I walked down the hallway with my hands shoved into my hoodie pockets.

"Johnny boy I'm sorry bout that mirror," she said softly catching my attention. I shrugged and stopped walking.

"Finally caught your attention that's a first," she said with a chuckle.

"I'm not in my room so sorry that I don't want to look like a complete psycho," I said before continuing walking.

"Hey you know the offer still stands no matter what," she said with a large grin.

"I don't care about him no more. I never did," I said on the brink of tears.

"Yeah sure. Smashing the mirror and curling up into a ball crying is a great example of this." I just looked ahead and tried to pretend she isn't there.

"Fine ignore me cause your parents who love you so much these past years are so much more better than me," she said with anger laced with each word. I turned around and didn't see her.

"Fine disappear like you always do. See you in a few hours when you want to talk to me only," I yelled at no one. I punched the wall and left holding my throbbing hand. Finally I made it outside where regret and heartbroken began to fill my emotions as I saw a bush of red roses all of them bloomed.

"Son is that you," my dad called out. I looked over and saw my mom sipping pink lemonade next to her my dad sat up setting down an empty cup. I only nodded and walked over to them as they had smiles showing there pearl white teeth. Why can they do all this stuff when their constant death rate of people dying. Is it so hard to frown and admit that we are going to lose.

"Son you can sit next to your mother," my dad said snapping me out of my thoughts.

"No I'd rather stand right here," I said while taking a few steps away from them.

"So what do you want son," my mom questioned.

"I just want a new pet like a puppy this time."

"Well......your father has news that may prevent you from getting a new puppy."

"Wait what!?!"

"Son we have decided that you have a wonderful new job. It's fun and exciting everyday," my dad said to me like a child.

"What's this new job," I said with little enthusiasm.

"Well you will pack and go to your new place where your job will be introduced to you," he said with a big smile. I started to leave then stopped in my tracks when I heard my mom say something. "John did you smash the mirror again," my mom said with a sad tone.

"No," I stated and rolled my eyes.

"Oh okay," she said probably squeezing my dads hand for comfort.

"Good talk guys," I snapped before running inside, through the halls, and back to my room. I closed my door and leaned against it sliding down it until I was sitting. I laid my head on my knees and began to break down. I can't stop thinking about him so much and it seems to be a running gag for everyone to bring him up. Why did he have to leave. He said nothing instead I woke up clutching a pillow and he was gone. I guess he just did it to make a fool of my self and see me suffer.

"YOU WIN EVAN, YOU BROKE ME SO I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY WHERE EVER YOU ARE," I screamed before darkness fell over my vision.

???????? POV

I sighed another day to work but hey I could be out in a battlefield.

"You there grab the laundry and go to the laundry room," yelled my boss pointing at me. I nodded and grabbed a large basket of bright dresses and black suits.

"No dilly dallying this time," he huffed before I walked down the cold halls. I walked passed the guys room again and listened. Normally he would talk to a Dabria about him. He would never say whoever's name it was but this time their was a sobbing. I was going to knock but then I heard him yell. "YOU WIN EVAN, YOU BROKE ME SO I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY WHERE EVER YOU ARE." I pushed my ear against the door and heard nothing. I dropped the basket and watched a dark purple dress escape onto the floor stirring up dust.

"Johnathon you okay in there," I questioned quietly. Nothing except soft snores from the other side and I couldn't help to giggle. Today I Cartoonz found out who the mysterious person is. I picked up the basket, threw the purple dress into the basket, and skipped the laundry room with a big grin.

"Oh Johnathon sometimes you should watch what you say."