Heaven's Pov~
Well i guess i can't say today wasn't one of my worst days, but it certainly wasn't my best, though i barely have any of those.Soon enough my first day was over as quick as it came.AS to Jacob's partake in ruining my day, well there weren't much issues seeing that he spent most of his day swapping spit with that she-devil jasmine,uhgg. Just the saying of her name brings a bitter taste to my mouth.I really haven't seen chassidy almost all day but we did hang at lunch, she said she had classes but honestly i didn't buy it. I know chassidy and i also know she has a huge crush an chresanto, one thing that jacob dosen't know.She told me last year that she caught feelings fo him, but being he is a friend of my bully i wasn't so happy.I got over it though because she is my bestfriend and if she likes someone i totally support her, besides this will kill jacob and i really want to see that,and chresanto doesn't know.
After school i quickly scurried to my locker and hurried to grab my books and just leave with high hopes of leaving, and without having to face jacob's daily 'after school humiliation'. But ofcoarse like any other day my luck ran out along with my happiness, oh wait, i never had either.
"Ooohh Heaven",he angrily squealed, 'oh great' I thought to myself.I slowly turned on my heels just to be met with a fist quickly colliding with my stomach. I then hunched over, clutching my abdomen in agony,when i finally lifted my head to see my attacker; there stood jacob,his hoe, and his clique."Now before you try to run out on our REGULAR meetings, you listen to me, because you wanted to be a forgetful slut; YOU are gonna do all of our homework", Jacob snarled,he then punched me again causing me to collaspe, where him and his gang dropped all of there homework on me. Then that whore jasmine had the audacity to spit on me and walk off giving jacob a sloppy kiss.I was utterly disgusted that he could kiss such a thing.
I started to cry but quickly stopped when i realized that it wasn' going to help.And that there just dropped the bar on how crappy my day was.I stood up and picked up their books,placing them in my bag.I then limped out of the school doors hurrying home, where i met a fuming Michael hovering over my fear filled mother whom was sitting at the kitchen table.
She looked at me,leading mike to turn in my direction, staring at me while licking his lips causing me to groan in disgust.I turned to the stairway and headed up to my room,set everything down and went to the bathroom.If your wondering why i didn't get involved with the situation downstairs, was because this is nothing new. First i would intervene,then get slapped by mike only to be sent upstairs by my mother, where i would sit and cry wishing my dad was here.So this time and any other time after this i choose to sit it out hoping it will solve itself.It may seem selfish but i have homework to complete besides my own so their fighting isn't on my mind.
I gazed in the mirror,staring at the purple bruise on my stomach,being thankful it wasn't my face.Because if it was my mom would probably go up to my school and blow it way out of proportion but she probably wouldn't notice,I mean she doesn't notice anything anymore all she does is serve mike 24/7 without holding a thought about her only daughter but maybe i'm not worth holding a thought for.I hopped in the shower around 4:30,hopped out,put on pj's and got started on their homework.It was now 7:00 and i was finally done as i blew rasberries and inhale the sent of my mothers cooking,quickly i packed my bag for tomorrow being sure to include their homework.I then happily skipped down the stairs and once again inhaled the aroma of my mothers cooking.
She made fried chicken,yellow rice an plantain,it looked delectible.As i sat to the table i met mike stuffing his face and my mother sitting and chewing calmly as though i hadn't just walked in."Ma where's mine",I asked."you know where the stove is heaven,dont be a baby","but you usually serve us ma, i just thou-".I was cut off by the sound of mike's deep voice "look little girl you heard your mother, go fix your own plate",he snarledand continued eating,.I rolled my eyes and strutted into the kitchen,only to find the scraps left over,"Ma ain't nothing in here",i said.She sighed "heaven you know mike works alot meaning he needs the nutrition", she spoke quietly."yh little girl i gatta put food on this table so i deserve any extra portions",he commented with a smug smirk."Ma what am i suppose to eat",i asked concerned,but she didn't answer, seeming unconcerned.I sighed and made my way to the stairs when mike grabbed me "Here wash my plate, i'm done",he said.I yanked away and continued when i was pulled back again"I'm not your father little girl so don't test me",he stated."yh cause my father was twice the man you'll ever be"i mumbled, but apparently he heard beacause the next thing i knew i was on the floor, struggling to recover from the severe blow to the face that i had just received.I looked up and saw my mother standing there in shock but did nothing standing next to and enraged mike. I quickly got up ran upstairs when i heard him yell"that'll teach yo lil ungrateful ass.Disrespectful hoe".
I entererd my room and went straight to the mirrior looking at my purple cheek and sighed. I fell back on my bed and wrapped up preparing to sleep."well this is gonna hurt in the morning,what i wouldn't give too get out these shoes" I whispered before falling asleep.
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