Until I found you (Phil lester/amazingphil fan fic)

Chapter 3 - Everyone and their boyfriends....

*Oh just to let you know, as there are two Emma's in this story, i well be referring Emma (dan's girlfriend) to Emma L and  the other Emma (Me :) that was in chapter one) to just Emma ^__^

Rhona's pov

"AHHH, i can't wait for the party, were going to have games, were going to have drinks and were goin..! "alright Rhona i think we get it" said PJ laughing at me while having me in his arms .

"well you know Rhona once she excited about something, she'll going  on about until it happens" said Emma( L) with a smile " NO i don't , name one time"   "Remember Christmas"said Gillian" "Oh yeah that was a nightmare " said Alex laughing  "but it was Christmas" i said sounding like a baby "And their was  Emma's birthday both of them and Easter  and Alex's performance on the school stage said Dan Having his I-just-told-you-face.

"I think i get it now" i said  as i pull away from PJ arms "aww don't be like that Rhona, we were just kidding" i gave him no reply. I could feel PJ looking at me but i still didn't turn  to face him,i then felt   his soft hand grape my chin softly and turn  my head to face him  and then he  put his lips on mine for a few seconds and whispered gently  "i don't like seeing you upset"  

 I couldn't help it, i  was paralysed ever time he kissed me like that. God i love this man so much and i still can't believe he's still with me after all this time, i was shore that he would end it after a week  with me...but he is, 5 mouths down the line and were happily together.

"come here Rhona" he said opening his arms to me and i of course accepted his invitation. As i layed there in his arm i  started to think about this man, i realised i have to say it, i can't stop thinking about it, i have to say...now. "PJ..." i said quietly "Yes Rhona" he said looking down at me with a small smile on his perfect face " i..i..i" "awww look at Gillian" said Alex cutting me off

We both turn our face's to see  what Gillian was doing " ha she asleep" said Dan  "And by the looks of it in a very deep sleep" said pj  And as soon as PJ said it Gillian whispered "for fuck sake "  everyone let out  a small laugh but  quickly stop when Alex said  "shhh let my bab sleep"

Great and by PJ face he's completely forgot about me and our conversation, brilliant..you know i'm not going to tell him now , he has to be the first to say it, yeah i'll just wait...til the party  of course.

"Hey where's Amy and tom" i look up to see Emma with a guy with yellow highlights through his hair. Emma L then explained why there weren't here, and as everyone look to see who this guy was Emma answered our un-question thought . 

"oh this Jack he's just moved he so i thought that we could show him around.."she paused "if that's ok" and before i could progress the word's they slip out of my mouth "YEAH sure why not"

see me and my nice-kinda brain 

Emma L pov 

"Dan i don't think i'll be able to make it sorry" i look down at my hands and started to twirl my thumbs "What... you've been talking about it for weeks" said Dan with a disappointing look on his face "i know but my mum going away for a business trip and i have to go with her" " but can't she just leave you with your dad instead?" "No, he's coming too and we all ready booked tickets" 

Dan narrowed his eye and sign then look away from me when he  said "for fuck sake Emma"  "what it's not my fault" i said quietly still progress that he just swore at me  in front of my friends   "your mum could of told you " he snaps " well she didn't " i turned away from him and stared at my phone so it would look like i was doing something with it.

Man he's really annoyed  about the whole going for the weekend to some caravan thing. I know Dan can get mad but he's started to do it  more offend, like if i miss a date, text, if i talk to another boy he'll see it as flirting or if i  forget about something that i had to do for him, like the homework i should of gave him last week for Spanish  and he flipped out when i forgot to give him it and to say sorry to me. He brought me flower but  i'm started to get a lot of them now because of he's bad mood swings.

"well looks like i have to cancel the cabin" he snapd again. oh now i remember it was a cabin "i'm so sorry Dan please don't  be mad at me" i said as i twirled my thumbs. Dan then graped  my hands gently which stop me twirling my thumbs  and he then  said "i'm sorry Emma i'v just got a lot of things  on my mind right now and i thought going away with you for two days would be lovely i'm just disappointed that's  all " he said with a small smile on hes face " i smile back saying "it's ok" but he then suddenly gets a phone call from Amy, which was good because it  left me to my thoughts 

Oh god now i really feel horrible i can't believed i lied to his face.  My train of thought stops when i heard PJ say "Rhona i think we get it" i thought to lighten up the mood with humor so i said   "well you know Rhona, once she exited about something, she'll going on about until it happens" i said with a smile" 

i went back to my train of thought. i'v only lied to him because i...i.. see Emma you can't even say it in your own head now. I need to get away from everything. i need some time alone.  "aww look at Gillian" and again i lose my train of thought well everyone just shut up for one second. i look over to see  Gillian fast asleep .

See look at that, Gillian's asleep on Alex's shoulder, Rhona is in PJ arms and tom and Amy are doing god knows what...and there's me and Dan siting next to each, not even touching and getting into an argument right at the school table . i can feel  him slipping through my finger's and i can't do anything.

.....anything.