Phanfiction&Lyrics

Lost - Katy Perry

Dan POV

I need to calm down.
Breathe, breathe, breathe Dan.
Don't collapse on the pavement.
Stand up.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I think I drank too much.
Where's my phone?
Where's Louise?
Ugh. I definitely drank too much. I lost Louise.
Head, stop spinning please.
I need to go home. I don't wanna go home. Home is a mess. Nobody wants me back anyways. Not after what I said to them. To Phil, to mum and dad. Even to Chris. How can I fix it? The damage is made.
I should call a taxi. To go where??
Dan. Stop it. Take the phone and call a taxi.

Shit. 12 missed calls.
Phil.
Oh crap. Crap crap.
When was the last time I talked to him? Like a week ago? Still he's the only one who cares.
What did I do!?
I have to text him.

Phil, sorry for the radio silence.
Dan what's happening? Louise called me saying you went awol! Where are you?
Uhm.. I just got out the club.
Dan it's 4.30 am!!
I don't wanna go home Phil.
You should go home. You want me to pick you up and take you there?
My mother says I should come back home, but I can't find the way
Dan what are you talking about? Take a taxi if you're drunk.
No but Phil don't you get it? I can't find the way 'cause the way is gone!
Dan, I'm starting to get worried. Do you want me to pick you up?
Phil, have you even been so lost? Know the way and still SO lost.
Dan. Stop. Now. Tell me where are you. I'm coming.
There. Here I am again. Another night waiting for someone to take me home. I'm a terrible friend. I'm pushing everyone away.
No Dan, you're just a drunk friend. I don't get the point of what you're saying. Stay there, don't walk away ok?

I don't wanna go home. Not like this. I'm trash. I can't even stand still! What the hell happened tonight? I think I blanked for half the party. All because of that stupid argument with Phil.
Oh, I haven't answered to him!

Dan? Can you answer? At least an emoji so I know you're not dead or something. 😱
Yes, Phil please come pick me up.
Alright. Send me your position, idk where's the club!
Can I stay the night Phil? I really don't feel like going home
Yes of course you can.
I'm sorry for what I said last week Phil, I really am.
We should talk about that tomorrow ok? When you're.. Less Zombie than this.
Are you still mad at me?
I never was Dan. Don't worry about this now, just stay there and wait. I'm coming.
Ok.
Ok.