Hye Sun's POV:
His whole body froze at the sight of me holding my phone, maybe he was already warned and told when someone called. As much as I wanted to tell him that it's okay, I myself can not move a muscle.
"I..I can e-explain." And now, the picture of Suzy and him keeps coming back. I just stand here and stare at him. He walks toward me with huge steps.
I blink many times to get myself back together.
"Min Ho calm down." I told him but he shook his head, he went to me and hugged me tight, as if he's going to loose me right here, right now. His breathing is becoming fast too.
"Wait.. Min Ho, calm down now.. please." I pushed him softly before letting him sit on the bed and relax. He shook his head again, tears are starting to form from his eyes. His loud breathing is making me panic.
I touch him and his body temperature is becoming colder and colder. I went to turn off the aircon but he stood up the moment I stepped away. His face looks really really broken and he looked so vulnerable.
"S-sunny.."
"Shhh... I'm here.. I'm here." I cupped his face to calm him down.
"Baby please... h-hear me out, d-don't leave."
"I won't, I won't.." I assured him and sat next to him on the bed. I know he needs to take antipanic pills but he needs me now more than that.
I took his hand and I held it tight, I gave him a smile, but knowing him on panic mode and his breathing still heavy he just stared at me trying to build up his first sentence.
"T-that's.. scripted. I didn't.. I didn't.." Struggling to calm himself he looked at me still wide eyed. He shook his head over and over again. I can see the panic in his eyes.
I sigh and stood up to give him a hug, his face leveled to my tummy
"I know everything Min Ho. I know that now's not a good time for you to explain things to me, but I can wait." His eyes turned a lot wider when I told him that I know. And that tear he was trying to hold back the whole time fell on it's own. And more after that. I hugged him tighter.
"Shhh... I heard everything." I told him but he replied with heavy breathing, making my shirt wet because of his tears, he hugged me even tighter. His sobs are getting louder and louder.
He's hugging me very tight to the point that I can't even breath anymore... but he needs this. He needs this.
He kept on crying while I run my fingers through his hair. Oh my poor Min Ho, I never imagined him being like this. Now is a lot worse than what we had before.
I was startled when the doorbell rang from outside..
I was about to take his arms off but he held my waist tighter.
"No.. stay here." He said weakly.
"It must be important Min Ho."
"I said stay here." This time he replied with a sob.
The person outside is about to break our door knocking the hell out of it. This time I really gathered a lot of strength to pull away from him but he is still too strong so I tried moving my body until I got out of balance and we fell on the floor.
"S-stay..." He said. Placing his head on my neck, still breathing heavy. And me? I can't move because he's on top of me!
"Min Ho listen, there's someone outside. Please." but seems to me that he didn't hear a single thing and kept our position on the floor.
The knock from outside stopped but then his phone from the bedside table started to ring, how could I reach it? He's not letting me move. The tone kept on playing for a few minutes but he never even had the urge to stand up and answer it. I sighed deeply.
I tried shaking him lightly but when I looked at him he was already fast asleep. I kissed the top of his head.
His phone rang again.
"What do I do now?" I said to myself and ignore his ringtone. Good thing it's an instrumental from his favorite ballad so it calmed me down.
I never ever even imagined that we could get to this situation we're having right now, we are supposed to be in Paris to be happy and enjoy our time. But look at where we are now. Here in the floor, listening to his never ending ringtone while I rub his back. His panic is always taking over me. Of coarse I wanted to calm him down and tell him that everything's okay, That he hadn't have to worry about anything because I know we'll get pass through this like before. We've been together for 6 years and there is nothing not even this bullshit could tear us apart.
But I understand why Min Ho seemed to be in a lot of panic because this already happened twice. And maybe he also thinks that he might loose me.. well again. I almost gave up on him before. But this situation only proved me that I can be tougher than I am before. That nothing Starhaus can do would make me leave Min Ho. Just imagine it if his loyal fans were on my shoes right now, they would have done the same thing. Well, you can't blame me. My boyfriend is a hallyu star. And I love him enough to sacrifice all these, to bear the pain we are going through right now.
I was separated from my thoughts when I heard the door from outside open. That must be Samcheon.. I suddenly lost my calm when I realized Samcheon had an international meeting with the other bodyguards. I tapped Min Ho's shoulder a few times but it's no use
I panicked...
It seems like the footsteps from outside is heading to our room. It sounds like a... a pair of heels.
"Oppa."
