Hye Sun's POV:
It had been hell for the past few weeks! I couldn't even control what is happening anymore. All I know is that I wanted ice cream and asked Jae Hyun to help me find that one ice cream that he says! That one ice cream which is really made for pregnant women because it has vitamins. And yes, Jae Hyun knows I am pregnant.
I asked him to go with me because I don't want to trouble Min Ho, that store where Jae Hyun and I went, it's specially done for pregnant women, No if I ask Min Ho to go there and buy me ice cream and if someone will recognize him buying food for someone pregnant then that would cause another mess!
And if I have to guess, the netizens and the people would again create another rumor saying that He got Suzy pregnant and all other lies they would make just to have their article written successfully. But I admit my mistake, I was careless that Jae Hyun and I might also be caught but during that time it wasn't my priority at all. I was thinking about Min Ho the whole day because that jerk maybe quite, but deep inside he's already killing Jae Hyun in his mind, I can see it in his eyes. The way he looks at Jae Hyun.
And the pictures? Those pictures taken by dispatch... I could explain them! His hand was on my waist because we were crossing the street and he couldn't hold my hand since I'm holding the box of ice cream. And his fans were only assuming that if a guy puts his hands on your waist means he's saying that you belong to him, I mean, we're friends and that's not a big deal between us. Minho places his hand on my shoulder, on the top of my head and of coarse most of the time he puts his hand on my waist which is his favorite part but then that's it.
It's not the way the person holds you or where he places his hand, It's not something people should base if a person is someone's boyfriend or not, I don't like it either but I hate it worst when they give meaning to the smallest gestures a person can do. It's not! I can hold Jae Hyun's hand without putting malice on it. And it's also different with Min Ho. I wanted to explain all these to him but he says he trusts me and he should be the one to be sorry for hiding the issue and not me.
That night after we made love, I woke up to seeing him glaring at the picture Suzy had sent to him, but he didn't realize I was awake, staring at him. Then I pretended I was asleep and moved closer to his side and hug him tight kissing his arm. He moved his arm around me so I went closer placing my head on his naked chest, then I kiss it again making him feel the love that I've got for him. He placed his phone down and cuddled next to me still not knowing that I was awake. A few minutes later, his breathing changed into a peaceful one, but when I looked at him, his brows were still together, still forming a frown.
So I moved a little reaching those brows and massaging it back to it's original form. I laughed at myself. He should talk it out with me, not just hiding it into a frown, he is a very different man when we are together and also very different when in front of his fans. That when you look at him and into his eyes, you could say he has no single problem that as if he is the happiest and most contented man on earth but his fans. His fans that he doesn't want to know his problems. But after all that the real Min Ho comes out.
See what a great actor he is? Even when I look at the photos he has during fan meetings I could really say that he looks single and has no problems with relationships, his smile is wider with them. That's why I'm jealous of his fans because they could see him as a happy-go-lucky kind of person, but when we're alone the shield in his eyes disappears, that shield that filters all the sadness that I give to him, the things that cause him to suffer emotional stress. But on the other side, it's fine with me even if he doesn't show his brightest smile but at least when he smiles at me, it isn't forced.
It's when I cook for him, I say that I love him, massage his back, hug him and kiss him. That's where Gu Jun Pyo's honest smile start to show. The smile that I always wanted to see, the smile that I dream about every night. And I'm happy that it comes through the small things that I do for him. I haven't been seeing it since the issue in 2011 came out. I call it the Gu Jun Pyo smile because that smile was the happiest smile he had back then, I remember he told me it was because of me. During that time I didn't know yet what he was feeling for me, so I thought of it as a friendly statement.
But as the days pass by, his eyes tell me a different thing. Like when I say I'm going home because we finished taping already, puppy eyes come out. And even more puppy eyes when we were already at the drama's last 10 episodes. And then that's when he confessed everything to me. And you know? the first person to know is actress Lee Hye Young, it's the woman playing as Jun Pyo's mom. I remember she told me "If I were really Min Ho's mom, I would approve of you." How ironic right? And lastly I couldn't forget the words she told us...
"Forget about the real world, the real world has no evil mom that would stop you two from loving each other."
