Icy Lights (The Final Book of Ice and Fire)

Memories of the Dead

Toshiro's pov.

I refuse to believe that Kina is dead. I sprint towards the infirmary and there is only two squad 4 members on duty.
"Captain Hitsugaya, sir!!" they bow to me. I hand them Kina and they run to get bandages and a clean bed.
"I apologize sir but we need the space to work on her. You need to leave" One of them stutters. I walk out of the room and turn back to get one last look at Kina.
"Don't die on me" I sigh as I close the door behind me. I walk out into the blizard once more and scream in pure anger at the top of my lungs.
"Captain??" I hear Rangiku come towards me. I turn to her, hatred fills my mind and burns in my heart.
"Leave me" I say quietly.
"Sir did you find Kina??" She asks me. Her hand rests on my shoulder and I push her away.
"IT'S MY FAULT!!" I shout at her. She takes a step back and she begins shivering with fear. she leaves me and I increase the snow storm in rage.
"SHE CAN'T DIE!!!" I scream.

Kina's pov

I feel nothing anymore, no pain, no warmth. Nothing.
"Hey Kina!!" I hear a familiar voice. I turn to the voice and see a brown haired man with nearly purple eyes. My friend from the forests.

"Kaname!" I cry out with joy. We embrace each other and I pull away from him and he gives me a confused look. I begin remembering a hundred and ten years ago, before I joined Squad 10. I lived in the forests, continuously forcing myself to become stronger with each passing day. I met Kaname while fighting off bandits, he joined me in battle and we became good friends. We both fell for each other but it didn't last. He promised me that he would return and I waited for him for six months. I found his body by the biggest blossom tree in the forest. He was ripped apart by Arancarrs . Poor Kaname, he only wanted to pick flowers for me. I look up at him and I try to hug him but he disappears into the darkness.

"You can do nothing to stop me from loving Toshiro. YOU WILL HAVE TO TEAR MY HEART OUT AND REMOVE MY MEMORIES TO DO SO!!" I hear my voice in the distance. I turn and see a younger version of me, shouting at Orin. I don't remember this. I look at Toshiro and he punches Orin. By the looks of it, it seems like he didn't like Orin that much. I appear in my academy bedroom and its all torn up. I see myself looking in a mirror and cast a memory erase spell. Flashes of me and Toshiro being together as children flash in my mind and each one of them are beautiful. I arrive at the dance where I met that masked boy. Watching me dance with him brings a tear to my eye. I watch as they pull away and he walks off. I follow him to the door of the hall and he removes his mask.
"Toshiro??" I gasp. He has a soft smile on his face as he leaves the hall.

I am returned to the darkness and I fall to my knees and begin to cry.
"Kina?" The voice comes from my mother. I look at her and she is standing beside my father and a baby Orin.
"We have been reborn my love. Come and join us in the human world" my mother smiles. I turn my head and see Toshiro standing behind me.
"Kina......" He smiles. I look between the two of them, tears falling down my face. Who will I choose? Die and be reborn with my family or should I fight for my life and be with Toshiro??