and we all go to hell // muke

Prologue

I slung my backpack over my shoulder, ready to get out of the house and to school, and maybe to have the time and get a coffee from the gas station, but a cough and a light touch on my arm stopped me. As I turned around I saw my mom right behind me and my dad in the door to the kitchen, expectantly looking at me. I sighed and put my backpack back down.

"What's going on?" I asked halfheartedly and followed them into the kitchen as they both sat down. I wanted to leave as soon as possible and didn't sit down, signaling them that I didn't have the time for whatever they wanted to tell me.

"Luke,", my mom started. "we really need you to trust us right now. We love you and we won't ever stop loving you." The tone in her voice sounded very serious and I quietly sat down whilst watching her. Both of my parents looked at me, waiting for me to speak up.

"What, are you like divorcing or something?" I asked, half joking and half being serious about it. I knew my parents fought a lot but I didn't think it would be that bad.

"Lucas,", my father said in an annoyed voice, my mom grimacing at the tone. "This is about you, not about us."

"Then just tell me what's going on so I can leave for school, please." I added the please to calm down my father whose face was getting a darker shade of red by the minute.

"We know of your... condition." my mom said.

"My condition?" I was confused, didn't get what they were hinting at.

"Your fetishes." said my father with a disgusted face. It took me a minute to figure out what he meant.

"How did you..." I started, gulping hard because I was afraid of what would happen now.

"How did we find out?", my father interrupted me. "Well first off did you really think we wouldn't notice you bringing strangers here, those strangers being random men. You weren't really discrete about that and second we got a call from your teacher Mr.Miller last week, about how you being the schools gay slut was affecting your grades.", he paused looking at me with an expression that was a mix of disgust and triumph over finally finding out my secret. "We talked with Mr.Miller and together we found a solution for this... condition and-"

"Condition? Me being gay isn't a condition! It's just who I am, I'm still the same person with the same personality! Me liking dick doesn't change that, okay?" I said jumping up and throwing the chair back with the force of my sudden motion. With a loud noise it landed on the floor.

"Luke, don't talk to your father like that! We are trying to help you." My mom said and I nearly burst out laughing.

"Help me? I don't need help!" I nearly screamed turning to the door to get out of there.

"Yes you do, and that's why Mr.Miller and I have found a solution for it. He'll talk to you about it today in school." My father said with a seemingly calm voice.

"Sure he will,", I said stepping into our hallway and picking up my backpack. "the little bitch."

With that I left the house and ran to my car. I just wanted to drive away and never come back. Of course that wasn't an option, I had school and was dependend on my dad's money. I started the car, music immediately blasting through the speakers into my ears, which I was greatful for, because driving in complete silence brought up horrible thoughts, that I didn't want to deal with.

Being late because of our little talk, I didn't have the time to get a coffee anymore and arrived at my school grumpy and feeling like shit. I parked in the students parking lot and sat there for a minute trying to get my breathing to a slightly lower pace.