Burning eyes

Why cant you tell me?

Help me understand.

We were once close,

Almost siblings one could say.

Do you remember that little black book we made of drawings? I still flick through the pages, each pages is now stained with a pain filled tear.

You left me.

I don't understand,

My comprehension is limited.

Perhaps I don't want to understand,

Love is blind and senseless.

Why can't you just help me out two and two together, I'm lost without you.

Comeback?

But I'm afraid it's all too true,

You've left me,

all of us,

You left us hurt.

I met a man today. He reminded me of you, my love. Oh how my heart ached silently. I sheded a could of tears in front of that man. He asked me what troubled me. If only you could've met him, my love. His hands were nice and firm, his voice deep and husky. The smile he wore was reassuring and kind.

He was tall and thin. Built just like you, my love. I swear his heart is twice the size of my hands. He kissed away my tears and listened to y troubles. But I'm afraid I can only be just a friend to him though I know he yearns for more.

You were my one an only.

My love come back.

I miss you so.

You were my bread and jelly,

My night and day,

The blinding sun and the adoring moon.

I loved you...I wanted to tell you so badly that night.

But you'll never know it will you? I wanted more than a friendship, my love.

But sadly your never coming back to me.

On that same night we acidently kissed each other under the stars I fell for you, hard.

There's no future for us.

Your in my past, but your ghost resurfaces.

My love, I miss you so. I never wanted you so badly. I'm crying now, so torn.

If only I confessed this to you!

Maybe this could have been avoided...

My love, I hope heaven is doing you justice.

I'll be joining you one day.

Maybe I'll be banished to hell for my sins, but my love for you will forever burn, alive.

I'm sorry, I could've saved you.

My love, it pains me to visit you.

That night you took your life, I attempted to end mine.

But I'm still here...why?

Help me understand.

Why?