Burning eyes

Scared.

I'm not scared.

No, I'm more than willing to jump.

What keeps my feet safely planted to the ground?

I ask myself everyday.

No, I'm not scared.

I'm not scared to jump, not one bit.

Falling makes me free,

I laugh hysterically,

Cry,

I'm embraced by the unjudging wind,

Falling restores me to a peaceful being I once was,

Falling makes me free.

No.

Never once was I scared to jump.

But I'm scared.

Scared of the impact.

The collision, my fatal collision upon the earth.

Will it hurt? Is it swift? Is there a chance I'll live with a horribly disabled body?

If there was no impact, I would jump.

Forever happy in the rushing wind.

Falling in the grace of comfort.

I'm not scared.

No, I'm more than willing to jump.

Let me fall,

Fall to the defeating earth.

But no once, not even once was I scared.

Remember this. Me. Us. You.

Remember, I'm not afraid, and you should be happy.

You should be happy.

I'm holding you back,

Drowning you in my depression,

Keeping you from every thing.

I know.

Your disappointed.

Just remember, us, me, you, we were never the same.

I'm numb.

And now is the time to fall.

All I want to do is be more like me and less like you.

Let the wind take me now,

It's inevitable that I'll meet the earth.

No, I was never afraid.

I was never afraid to jump.

Just afraid of the reality.

Remember,

Me,

Not us,

How unhappy I was.

I will fall tonight.

I'm leaving you. Us.

I'm welcoming the fall.

Soon I'll meet the earths face.

I will jump, and nobody will shed a tear.

They didn't know the being behind the chaos.

They don't know me,yet they judge me.

No, I'm not afraid.

I love to fall.

It's peaceful,

Quiet,

Unjudging,

In different,

Loving.

I will jump, and nobody can stop me.

Nothing will stop me...my mind is made up.

Good morning and good night. Another life is lost without a fight.

I love to fall.

Remember, falling was my choice.

You shall not feel guilt.

It was my fault and my fault alone.

Good bye.

No, I'm not afraid.

I never was afraid.

I love the fall.