I don't know how to describe myself.
Dark brown skin.
Natural curly hair, sometimes straight.
Bum chin.
Fat thighs.
Skinny legs.
Fat bum.
Fat tummy.
Fat arms.
Tall.
No dimples.
No nothing.
I try so hard to look attractive.
Always fixing myself.
Girls make them self look attractive by make up.
I hate make up.
It's so fake, it's disgusting.
The only thing I wear is cream.
For my dry skin.
Vaseline.
For my dry lips.
No lip gloss.
Or lipstick.
Just plain.
I really do try, but I fail at it.
I have these white patches and I hate it!
The doctor said it's because I don't have some vitamin in my body.
All my friends are attractive.
Then there's me.
I don't impress boys.
I just want friends.
People to like me for who I am.
But they don't.
They always go for the girls with make up and short clothes and big bums and skinny body.
Not me.
It's never me.
Not today.
Not tomorrow.
And it hurts.
I try so much, but I still fail.
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You're Reading My Mind
HorrorI sometimes feel like nobody cares about me. And guess what? It's true. Nobody really does, right now you're probably like 'Aw, but I do!' But really you don't. Nobody knows the real me, online I'm just someone fake, trying to impress people. B...
