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Sunday 30th June 2013

Southend Beach + Adventure Island

(I know nobody is going to read this, I mean who'd care about my life? But I'll still tell you!)

Well I went to the beach today, for the first time, with my family and it was amazing.

I'll start from the journey, well I was wearing a black maxi floating skirt and my converse and my blouse was a purple tuck in.

I had various 12 different bracelets on and it was awesome. I had to wear them to cover the scars.

Like I'm a Muslim, I wore a purple scarf and a necklace with a key and a lock.

Well, when we were on the train, we were sitting in family groups and there was this girl with several piercing and beautiful purple hair, she looked at me and smiled.

I was puzzled because no one ever smiled at me and I felt happy, but then realized she smiled because she saw my bag (Red, Asking Alexandria) and my badges. She probably thought that I had the same music taste as her, she was right!

There were so many boys with piercings, studs, band tee. I was insecure.

Then when we reached the station, we walked to the beach, which was soo long! Whilst I was walking this guy saw my bag and shouted "Look, she's got AA bag!" I was listening to music but I still heard!

I shot my head towards him and smiled at him.

Well, 3 hrs later at the beach, I had to cover my eyes everywhere I went because, they were girls in bikini, making out couple. It's not that I hate it, I think it's cute but it's my parents who were shooting daggers at me!

Anyways when I went to the public toilet, I saw groups of boys doing skateboard, Im dying how to learn skateboard.

After lunch, we're still at the beach and I saw a hole in the sand, I wrote on a piece of paper my name, what music I like, my age and my email. I believe in fate, and I hope someone finds the note and emails me, if not, I have bad fate, if they do then I'll tell you guys.

Then we decided to go to Adventure Island, it's basically a theme park and me and my mum and cousins went on so many rides! It was scary at first, but I got used to it.

In one of the rides, this guy with cute curly hair smiled at me when the ride finished, I was smiling back too, it's crazy how a stranger can change your day.

After many rides, we headed home and I dont know, but I had this really weird butterflies in my tummy. I always have them when I've been in a place with so many white people.

I'm never around them, plus I always hey butterflies, IF they smile at me.

I have school tomorrow, I dont think I'm going to go. My body is aching! I'm writing this on the train, because as soon as I'm at home, I'm going to pass out on the bed.

I love you.

Night Guys x