my family and i argue,
and my little brother broke my glasses because
he was mad
broken glasses at thanksgiving from
when we fought because he was too sad to
pullthetrigger.
*
i think that i want a cookie but
one will lead to more and more
and more will lead to a
rupturedesophagus.
*
robes with sewn-in hidden quarters turned into toilets
filled with bile
turned into fading ribs, collar bones, and
happiness.
obsession, abandoned
, chasing after dreams of perfection.
happylivesandsobernights.
*
when I read my reality dissipates
and I am gifted
with a new beginning
my friends like screamo but
itremindsmeofends.
*
down 29 pounds
down in the dumps
down because i fell off
my bicycle
thefaceoftheearth.
*
i feel lost so i go
to the feelings doctor who
pumps me full of medicine, salvaged
self-esteem and dad jokes
i like to read,
i like to write and to talk and
i can't
Stop
!!!
