It's a new day I wake up to my mum shouting my name, why on earth is she screaming my name? Iv'e done nothing wrong? She never shouts at me,well only when I have been naughty and I couldn't of been naughty if iv'e been sleep, oh I don't know, I get out of bed and grab my dressing gown, I open my bedroom door to find my mum stoodoutside
"Alysa! I've been shouting you, next time respond to me when I shout you okay!! iv'e had to walk up all these stairs!" she scoulds
"Whats wrong? you never shout at me" I question
"You've got college it's 7:00am"
"Oh shi...god yeah! I forgot!" I almost swear but stop myself,
my mum hates it when me and my brother swear because she says she raised us better than that, Yeah she did don't get me wrong, but we don't have the best life, yeah we have a nice house, enough money, but we're not the happiest people, no ones every really happy if they are then they're not telling the truth everyon is sad now and then, and me? I'm never happy, Sometimes well I say sometimes, I think suicide is the only way out, there is no way of getting out of depression it's like a hole sucking you in everytime something upsets you and Its like you can't talk to anyone about your problems because you're scared what they will say about you, and if you kill yourself what they will say and what they will do? I hate feeling like this, like no one understands, like you're just the 3rd wheel in the friendship group, you're fat and ugly so no one likes you, you dress differently so no onelikes you, they laugh at you and judge you everyday, Your 'Friends' talk about you behind your back you know what they are saying because you get told by other people.but you hange around with them beause they are the only people that will let you hang around with them, I just want a friend, Someone I can tell all my secrets too, Some I can have a laugh with, Someone who I can hang around with, Someone who wont judge me for being who I am.. Please.
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A short parragraph for you, I need a friend for Alysa so im ddoing what iv'e done in my other story, comment a character name, their personality, age, looks, gender, ect.. and I will choose one, thank you!^.^
