Alysa's POV:
I feel someone's hand resting on mine, comforting me with the touch, easing my feelings, I'm so scared, I don't know what I was thinking when I tried to overdose, I just lost control, I try an open my eyes up but they feel so tight, the lighting in the room is so bright!
"Alysa, can you hear me?" I hear a males voice coming from my left where the hand was resting on mine, I can't reply it feels like there's a tube? Lodge in my throat!
"Mum, jack go and get the doctor, she's awake!" Suddenly my eyes jolt open, I remember that voice! My caring brother Chris, who's always by my side no matter what!
"Chris" I manage to choke out with the tube in the way he looks at me, so sad, so broken, and to know that's all my fault is what hurt the most, I've upset my big brother!
"Aly, you scared us all so much you know that? We thought you were going to die!" He shouted calmly "I thought I was going to loose you! My little sister" he said quietly turning away trying not to let me see his tears, I feel them trying to escape my eyes, I hear the door open and I see my mum, jack and the doctor walk through,
"Hello Alysa my name is Simon and I'm your doctor!" He says whilst taking the tube out of my mouth "How are you feeling today? Feeling abit better? Do you want some water he asks in such a caring tone.
"Yeah I'm great, I just want to go home!" I mumble
"I'm sorry love you can't go home yet, we need to keep a very close eye on you!" He says looking down at me with concern in his eyes
"Il stay at home with her, won't let her out of my sight, il look after her!" Chris speaks up
"But you've got college dear" my mum finally speaks standing at the end of my bed
"I don't give a shit about college, can re-do it next year can't I!" Chris says pretty angry, I don't know why he's angry? "I'm sorry mum, I just want her to come home, it's not the same. I need to hear asking Alexandria blasting through her room whilst she gets ready in the mornings, it's not the same!" He mumbles yet again!
"So Chris, you're willing to drop out of college to look after you sister?" Simon turns to Chris breaking the awkward silence that somehow got here
"Yeah I'm willing to do that, il get on my hands and knees and beg if I have too!" He pleads
"Chris, I'm not making you drop out of college just for me!" I say sitting up in my bed, I'm actually glad he's doing it so I don't have to stay here, but I don't want to ruin his career!
"Well tough you're coming home!" He says annoyed, I roll my eyes and lay back on my bed, my mum came next to me and she's now holding my hand taking Chris' place because he's off talking to the doctor about my going home, I look up at my mum, and all I see is tiredness and sadness filling her eyes, I look over at Jack who's stood next to my mum and he looks the same!
"Where's dad?" I ask mum snapping her out of her thoughts
"He couldn't make it, Summer wanted to go see your nan and grandad in London" she says sadly, oh Summer wants, Summer gets she's 4 and my dad has that child wrapped around his little finger! My dad parent live 3 hours away from here, they're one of the best grandparents anyone could have!
"Summer wants, Summer bloody gets" I mumble causing Jack to laugh, I feel sorry for him, he has to live with her! No wonder he's always at ours!
"She's like my mum! She will turn out to be a total bitch!" He laughs again
"I agree so fuckin' much!" I laugh with him
"Alysa-Jane Liddell watch your language!" My mother playfully scolds me
"Sorry mummy!" I laugh again causing everyone else to laugh "god I love you all so much! Even you Simon!" I giggle again
"I love you too Al, c'mon let's get you home!" Chris says excitedly!
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We've just walked into the house after having a well deserved Mc Donald's, now mum and Jack have gone shopping and me and Chris have gone home, we've just walked through the door, I chuck my backpack on the floor at the bottom of the stairs
"Go sit down, put a movie in the DVD player and I will bring blankets an pillows down!" Chris shouts whilst running up the stairs, I turn around and close the big wooden front door and walk into the living room picking my favouritest movie of all time! I slide it into the DVD player and turn the tv on to the correct channel
"Right so, here we go" I turn around to see Chris setting all the pillows up and putting blanket on the sofa making it all cosy, he flops down and grabs the DVD and tv remote, I walk over to the sofa and flop down how Chris did, I chuck the double cream blanket over the both of us
"So what movie is it?" Chris asked sarcasticly
"Frozen" I laugh
"Do you remember Kelly? The girl I met at the party last month? Chris asks pressing play on the tv, he told me about this girl at the party him and Jack went to he went into too much detail about what him and this Kelly did.. "She's pregnant" he spat out
"What?" I wasn't expecting that " does mum know?"
