Kids with a Peculiar Disease

t h i r t y - s i x

I couldn't sleep that night. I could't stop thinking on Jaxon. What he said. What he did for me.

Phoenix, I love you. Yeah, maybe he loved me. But do I love him back? I know I don't. I mean I don't even know if he is doing this to be cured. And I don't even know what color his mark is and I don't want to be a Rebel.

I took my phone an wrote:

Thanks Jaxon. I don't know how to repay this to you. You are amazing. You've been the best friend I ever had, even more than Larish I go to say (don't tell her that or she'll kill me). Anyway, sorry for my attitude on the bathroom. It's just that, I couldn't let you ruin your life. You deserved a good life. And if you are with me, you will never have one. You'll get bullied. The problem is me. I am the problem here. And sorry to say thins but I don't have reasons to love you, neither like you. I like you as a friend, probably love you as one for what you did today, but I think I will never love someone. Sorry.

                                                                                                                                                                  -Phoenix

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This is so sad!!! Why??? I hate the part of the book in which the characters are not together. They are just... not togehter? DUH!

What reasons can you give Phoenix to love Jaxon?

Thanks for continue supposrting me. Love you!!!