A chance to finally find that happines

Chapter 4

Bpov

With tears falling I look down to the ground. "I'm afraid you won't want to be with me if I can't have children Edward."

"What!"

"I'm afraid of getting to much closer because I'm afraid you'll hate me because I can't have children. Have your kids."

"Bella look at me!" I slowly look at him. He gently cupped the side of my face.

"I love you and if you can't and children then so what. That doesn't stop me from wanting to be with you. If it comes a time that we both want a child then we can look into adoption. But we're getting way ahead of ourselves here."

I stopped him and pressed my lips against his. I pulled away and open my eyes slowly to see a shocked Edward.

Then I closed my eyes again and all I seen was my moms pictures.

I snapped my eyes open to see Edward still standing there. I shivered from being cold and wet and of course no shirt.

"Come on let's finish getting you out of those wet clothes and dried off.

I got off the counter as Edward went to grab a towel. I was having problems taking off my wet jeans.

I didn't wear dress suits to work. God it was nice being a partner in a firm.

I heard Edward chuckle. "Here let me help." I braced against the counter as Edward pulled my jeans off.

Edward stood back up and reached for the towel. "Hold that up." I quirked an eyebrow.

Edward reached behind me and unlatched my bra. I let the straps fall from my shoulders as I let it fall off one arm at a time.

Then I reach under towel and took the bra and straight out my arm straight.

I heard Edward gulped. I released my hand and the bra fell to the floor.

I wiggled my finger for Edward to come closer.
Then he looked me in the eyes as he came closer. He put both his on each side of the counter.

"Make me forget everything bad Edward." His eyes were searching for something in my eyes.

"Are you sure?" He asked me. "Yes Edward, I want to know what it feels like to be loved and not hurt for once in my life. I want that to be you Edward only you."

With that he pressed his lips to my and started kissing me with more passion.

My hands let go of the towel and it fell to the ground and I snaked my arms around Edward's neck and gently tugged on his hair.

Edward slid his hand down my side to my waist and pulled me closer to him.

He froze when he realized the towel was gone. He leaned his forehead against mine.

I could tell he was nervous. I opened my eyes and he had his eyes closed.

"Oh my god! Edward your a. I assumed that you been with other women." He shook his head.

"You can't always believe the tabloids and well you remember school. I wasn't very popular like you."

I pulled away and picked up the towel and held it in front of me.

"That's not fair Edward I didn't ask for none of that. I didn't plan any of it." I turned and looked at him angry and hurt.

"You think I liked all that attention. Your wrong. I hated it!"

The tears fell now. "I dreaded it every day. The day James beat me up. It was because I broke up with him."

I turned my head ashamed. "I was trying decide to quit the cheerleading squad, because I was actually sick of how they treated you Edward.
Yeah I know how everyone picked on you and yes you never knew this but I actually stuck up for you."

"Bella I never meant for you to.." I stopped him.

"Let me finish Edward. Every time I brought you up in front of James he would hit me when we were alone.
He thought me and you had a thing. I told him we never did. I just didn't like how you were being treated for no reason.
Any ways James tried to make a move me, more or less push things a little fewer.
I broke up with him and well he lost it. So for you to tell me about being popular, that right right there hurts because I never wanted it. I would've of just been happy to be just Bella."

I walked out of the bathroom and went into the walk in closet.

Epov

I watched Bella walk out of the bathroom. I turned around and put my fist through the wall.

Damn it! All I do is fuck up. Why can't I just keep my mouth shut.

Oh I know I got to be honest with Bella.

I lean back against the wall. I run my hand through my hair.

I can't believe she use to stick up for me. I know she use to just stand back and watch and never say a word when her so call friends use to pick on me.

I just thought she just was letting them do it and didn't care.

Boy was I so wrong. Even though I had feelings for her back then, I thought someone like her would never go with someone like me.

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