False Love GirlxGirl

Chapter 11

"I dont wanna do this"
I stared at the suit cases on my bed but I have too my company and people I love are in danger because im alive because I'm breathing I had already called B telling her she is taking over the company she yelled in the phone was I ok what happen I can't tell her anything so I just told her I'm going to see family....I can't an will never understand why God did this too me why? I never had Much but I still didn't ask for things I wasn't selfish even now when I have the money I still give an work hard I never take I just give and this is the life I've been handed people always say pray he hears you he knows hes watching if he is then why I'm starting to think god has me on the block list because if he sees what's happening too me he knows then why am I suffering why is he letting me suffer...alone I gave up on God when I was 13 after I was taken in front of a room full of people and they threw food at me calling me names...

What God I chuckled

I packed everything and put it in my truck an locked up my house...my home
I'll never be able to come back I stared at the beautiful house I kissed my hand an blew it at the house before pulling away I just have to make one more stop and that's to Juni's he will never understand why I'm leaving an I can't tell him cause he will just be in danger...my Juni I can't let that happen all his life he has been hurt by family by friends even people that just walk pass him he's be abandon so many times as I pull up to his house I stare at the door can I really leave him?

My thoughts are cut off by my phone ringing I get it from he cup holder
It's Juni
I clear my throat and answer
"Hello"
"Baby girl you just gon sit in the car or come in " I look up and he standing in the door way in basketball shorts and socks I smile he has his man days "I'm coming in i wanna talk too you about something" I flinch at the crack in my voice he frowns I can see it " alright den get dat ass in this house a Bitch making kook-aid" I laugh even at a time like this he makes me laugh

I get out the car an walk in the house taken deep breaths be strong Sia he has to know

NO don't tell him he's in danger

I sit on the couch he came back with 2 cups of kook aid and a bottle of peach vodka I giggle he's me so well I need a drink when I say we gotta talk he puts everything on the table and looks at me then back to the bottle an pours sum in both cups hands me one takes a deep breath and what he says next I'm stocked
"I want to know everything no bullshit no lies and I wanna know it NOW not later not 2morrow right fucking now Sia Marie I don't give a fuck if your scare I don't give a fuck if you think I can't take it I've been threw hell and back with my ass on fire and you were there so if you not going to tell me then don't ever come back to me again cause we to old for the bullshit " he looked me deep in my eyes and that's all it took I broke down all the walls I built before I can over all the strength I saved for this moment broke I snapped...and I told him everything

He knew bits an tiny pieces of my life but what I told him most have shocked him will he think less of me will be kick me out on my ass for bringing this in on his life I stared at him while he rested his elbows on his knees and his head down

He hates me

I grabbed my keys about to leave when he suddenly grabbed me an crushed me in a hug so tight I couldn't even breath "I'll protect you like you protected me I'll never let you walk away from me and I'll never let you do this alone if you leave then I'll be in that front waiting at the Dow you are my family so hug me back Bitch cause you at going no Damn where with out Juni"

I wrap my arms around him and we stay that way for a while

Hour later********
Juni packed he's bags and we hit the road he's turns the radio on cause he's hates the quiet he sings drunk in love
" we be all night ahhhhhhhhh" I look over at him...my family
I look back at the road and I do something I havnt done in years I pray "I know you must hate me but please...please protect Juni even if I die make sure he lives on in Jesus name" I take a deep breath and I sign "Amen"

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