False Love GirlxGirl

Chapter19

Listen to song while reading this .

"Sia"
I could hear James calling me but I was to focused on the girl "I-I'm sorry" she whimpered her eyes were starting to water again her face became blotchy red cast over her mocha skin
" what's your name" she was shaking but I couldn't find a fuck to give "C-Carm-men" she blinked a tear rolling down from the corner of her eye to my hand she had pretty green eyes with flicks of a yellowish gold her hair was self dyed but cute for her "Tell me...Carmen what's in your heart "
Her eye brows came together "what are you talking about"

I blinked "I wanna know what's in your heart is there a flame, a spark, a will to live some thing becuz u better tell me right now do u plan to finish school ? Do u plan to graduate? Go to college ? Major in a fuckin field you have always wanted ? Get a job and climb to the Mother fucking top ? HUH?!? Do u plan to get married and have kids?" My grip on her jaw tighted "DO YOU?!?! Carmen cuz if No I can't hack yo pretty punk ass up too send u back too your fucking family on a tray an tell them Try again" I said simply

" right now u have been thru some shit. Understandble. But I'm given u a year to cry,holler,scream,an break down do want ever u gotta do but after that get yo ass up cuz nobody can live for YOU but YOU YOU gotta do that urself beautiful an u mean something" by now tears are pouring down her face I release her jaw an walk to the door again "James keep tabs on her I wanna be updated on her progress"
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Once I was home I took a shower an started cooking dinner dancing too Beyonce formation while I was seasoning my steaks
When he fuck me good I take his ass to Red Lobster(cuz I slay)

I turned around and screamed in shock WTF
Jayla stood there pink roses in one hand and wine in the other one of her eye brows raised and added to how sexy she was we stood there staring at each other mind finally started to work
"So do u always walk up in somebody house uninvited I mean I do have a door bell" I said crossing my arms over my chest she smiled

"I know u gotta doe bell I rang it 3 times" she sat the wine on the counter an almost as if she was grinding she stood infront of me in a swift movement she grabbed my right hand an kissed each my knuckles her eyes locking with mine I blushed wait when did I start blushing? She then handed me the roses "these are for you I didn't know what u favorite are so I went with these u know why?"

"Thank you" I giggled Nigga... did I just giggle?! I clear my throat "No I don't " she came closer an I backed up trying to put space between us my back hit the counter I tryed to quickly move to the side but she trapped me by Putting her hands on the counter oh damn I looked up her finding her looking back at me our faces inches away

Taking one hand from the counter she grazed the pad of her thumb cross my bottom lip my breath hitched "because.." her warm breath hitting my face "of these soft, plush lips"

her thumb ran cross my bottom lip again this time I opened my mouth slightly making her finger slide in just a bit I flicked the tongue of her thumb with my tongue never breaking eye contact she slid her thumb in more I wrapped my lips around I sucked as she pulled back then I gave it a soft peck I then ducked under her arm and went back to the steaks the taste of her sweet skin still on my tongue

I looked over my shoulder at her an she was leaning against counter she eyes were darker.... Is that lust I see in her eyes I grabbed the rest veggies blushing I can't believe I did that I don't even know her or anything and I'm already thinking of sex with her

So gullible...
I froze the voices in my head starting

Look at you you will just be another Bitch she fucks you will be nothing too her

Stop...

She's just gonna fuck u and u making it all to easy

Stop it....

She's gonna bend u over and fuck you like the cow you are

STOP IT!!!...

I felt arms wrap around me from the back I jumped my heart racing "It's just me...what got u so into thought" her arms tighting around me I don't even know her why?... Why am I letting her hold me and touch me when I know it'll only end with me getting hurt...it always does
It always will. Said the voices
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So this chapter is longer I hope u like it
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