Chapter 21

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I blinked at that
"What do-"
" you know what I'm talking about I don't wanna hear that shit I don't know what he did-"
"He?"
She shook her head " Him, he, her, them who ever ur beautiful stop saying stupid shit that will have u alone or hurt I see that shit in you them lil wheels in ur head start turning and ur mouth run before ur brain catches it "

I just listened because she's right my mind reacts but my mouth over throws it but it can't be helped I had my free thinking taken away from the time I was born when I finally escaped I began to speak my mind I felt no need to hide or close my mouth

****flashback****
I was 7 years old I was sitting outside watching the other kids play at the park across the street I always dreamed off playing with others kids but my father wouldn't let me I didn't know any kids my age I saw on TV girls would climb into their daddy's lap to get what they wanted I was scared of my father but maybe if I was nice he would be too I got up from the porch and walked into the house he was in his office and I wasn't supposed to ever go in there his door was open an I could see him in his chair he's eyes were a yellowish red and he kept sniffing pinching his nose on his desk was his plate with white stuff on it I carefully walked into the room and went too his chair I climbed onto his my hair falling into my eyes I moved my hair from my eyes "hi da-" I was cut off by him grabbing my neck and I was air born but all to soon I came crashing too the floor I scream and he stumbled from his chair " stay the fuck outta my lap what are u t-tryna do break my fuckin knee caps fat fuck" he took off his he grabbed me by my hair and hit me in every direction he could catch me I crawled too the corner and curled into a ball he went to he's desk stuffed his face into his plate he jerk back up he turned his head with a lazy smile spending across his face " daddy's pretty girl" I knew what was next

***flashback over***
"Who hurt you?"
"N-no one "
"Everyone"
Shut up
"I'm not giving up on u we just met but I see u...Sia..there's nothing too hide from me u can tell me" her eyes held so much trust but I can't let her in not just yet...I can lie.. she's probably lying right?

"I trust u Jayla"
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